Post by Diamond Steele on Dec 29, 2013 13:19:40 GMT
{Cindy found herself waking up to the sound of crying from her two year old daughter Terra, Cynthia couldn’t help but drag herself out of the bed as she made her way over to the crib that her daughter was sleeping her. The blonde nurse let out a long yawn as she glanced over at the cable box which read 3 am. Cynthia reached into the crib and picked up the little two year old as she bounced her around passionately. Terra was crying uncontrollably as Cynthia placed her against her shoulder and started to rub her back gently.}
“It’s ok Terra you don’t have to cry, you really don’t have to cry… Mommy promises to make everything better…”
{The baby however started to cry and sob even louder as her eyes met with Cynthia’s and she yelled the first thing that came to her mind.}
“Daa...Da….”
{The sobbing started to get louder and louder. Cynthia brought Terra towards the kitchen and she couldn’t help but open the refrigerator and pull out the baby bottle of juice. She pressed it gently against her lips as Terra slowly started to stop crying as she sucked on the bottle passionately. Cindy bounced her daugher around as she carried her throughout the house and continued to speak to her.}
“I know you want your daddy… I want your daddy too but I don’t even know if it’s a reality for him to even come back right now. I really want to believe that he is doing the right thing Terra I really do. However every night it ends up being the same old thing. He tells us that he loves us and then he disappears in the middle of the night and we don’t see him until the very next afternoon. I would be foolish if I wanted to hide away from the fact that he is leaving us every night to go running to Jaymie Boone… I would be a damn fool if I couldn’t see that in front of me. I don’t honestly know what we are going to do Terra but when I figure something out you will be the very first person that I tell...After all among everyone in my life you are the one that hasn’t left me yet…”
{The baby just continues to suck on the juice. The two year old’s eyes start to slowly close as it’s no secret that she is slowly fading away into the dream world. Cynthia bounces the baby around before bringing her back over to her crib and places her back in it. The nurse slowly takes a seat at the edge of her own bed as she turns her eyes over to the clock watching it as time slowly started to pass by her. She moved herself into the bed as her eyes were locked on the ceiling as she started to think out loud to herself.}
“How much of this do you intend to put Terra and I through James?! How can you not see that you have a daughter that is crying every night for you? How can you not see that you have a family right here that loves you more than anything else in the world… I have no problem in waiting for you to come to your senses but the reality of everything is that a girl can only wait so long… Please come back home…. Please come to your senses… If not for me do it for Terra….”
{Cynthia closes her eyes as she slowly starts to fade out to her tiredness. She mumbles one last thing from underneath her breath as she finally closes her eyes…}
“I hate you Jaymie Boone… I swear to God on everything that I will get my husband back...I will end you and get what belongs to me….”
Long time no see everyone. This is everyone’s favorite loveable nurse. The one and only Cynthia Warren. I won’t put on a facade and tell you that Christmas was absolutely awesome because it truly wasn’t. Terra at least had a reason to smile as I helped her open all of her beautiful presents and what not but a child for the most part will always be happy on Christmas. I on the other end have no reason to smile. The man that I put my faith into, The man who is supposed to be right there by my side for better or for worse was no where to be found.
For me Christmas felt like just another day. Another day of living in misery, living life wondering if my husband would have it in him to show up for one of the biggest family days of the year and the more I held onto that glimmer of hope, and thought he would come barreling through those doors is the more that I realized that it was something that just wasn’t meant to be.
Do I blame him for all of this? In a way I do but it just comes with the territory of being a man. Falling for the first skank to walk around in a miniskirt that likes to walk around in a pair of heels. It’s in men’s nature to do something as stupid as that so that is why I don’t hold him as responsible as I do. If anyone is to blame for all of this it has to be that damn homewrecker in Jaymie Boone. She is the stupid bitch that couldn’t let go, the stupid woman who had the nerve to chase after something that clearly didn’t belong to her. One way or another I will get even with her and she will pay for the crime that she committed against the family.
I can go on and on telling the world how mad I am at that stupid whore but that wouldn’t be fair to Miss St. James. How is it going Ayla? Long time no see… Let me be the first to say that I am waiting for this long awaited showdown with you. Do you remember the first time that you and I faced off against one another? Because if you don’t let me remind you of it. It was in the very first round of the female Road to the Gold. In fact it was a little over a year ago when the two of us were facing off in the very first round. You were one of the toughest girls to ever step foot inside of a ring. A woman who was riding the high of being part of the reincarnation of Bitches With Attitude being allied with yourself Emma Danielson and Alysson Gardner. There was me who had barely done anything in the company and I was looking to have a breakthrough moment.
so when it came time to you and I facing off in the ring I did the unthinkable. I defeated one of the founding members of a Women’s division. I jumped off that top rope hit that sponge bath splash and the rest was academic. I proved in that very moment that I had a sense of belonging in the ring, and no one could tell me any different. Not even you Ayla.
So here we are in what seems to be a year later and I am a bit in the same situation. I have a chance to make my mark on the IWF roster and I can do so by beating the likes of you. I honestly don’t care what you think of me. You can go about the mouth thinking that I am another cookie cutter blonde who couldn’t hack it in the real world. I am just another woman who is here just to be here but what does that make you?
What does that make the woman who couldn’t make it in acting to be part of this roster? I don’t care for your reasons of being here but the fact is you are here because you want to be here. What happened in your past can only shape who you are for today. If your calling was being an actress then by all means why don’t be put on the show of a lifetime. To you nurses may only be about fixing boo boos applying band-aids, and handing out lollipops but there is so much to me than just that.
At Diamonds are forever I will be happy to administer a check up. A check up to show that you are washed up. A check up to show that you don’t have what it takes to last in the ring with this surge of newcomers that have all entered the business. Please Ayla let me help you after all that’s what I am here for as a nurse right?
Consider Sunday the day you come in for a check up…
I have listened to the stethoscope and I have heard your heartbeat… The adrenaline is pumping fiercely because you know what is about to come…
Don’t worry after we are done I will still hand out a lollipop and tell you it wasn’t so bad… After all I am a nurse…. Ta Ta and good luck to you….
“It’s ok Terra you don’t have to cry, you really don’t have to cry… Mommy promises to make everything better…”
{The baby however started to cry and sob even louder as her eyes met with Cynthia’s and she yelled the first thing that came to her mind.}
“Daa...Da….”
{The sobbing started to get louder and louder. Cynthia brought Terra towards the kitchen and she couldn’t help but open the refrigerator and pull out the baby bottle of juice. She pressed it gently against her lips as Terra slowly started to stop crying as she sucked on the bottle passionately. Cindy bounced her daugher around as she carried her throughout the house and continued to speak to her.}
“I know you want your daddy… I want your daddy too but I don’t even know if it’s a reality for him to even come back right now. I really want to believe that he is doing the right thing Terra I really do. However every night it ends up being the same old thing. He tells us that he loves us and then he disappears in the middle of the night and we don’t see him until the very next afternoon. I would be foolish if I wanted to hide away from the fact that he is leaving us every night to go running to Jaymie Boone… I would be a damn fool if I couldn’t see that in front of me. I don’t honestly know what we are going to do Terra but when I figure something out you will be the very first person that I tell...After all among everyone in my life you are the one that hasn’t left me yet…”
{The baby just continues to suck on the juice. The two year old’s eyes start to slowly close as it’s no secret that she is slowly fading away into the dream world. Cynthia bounces the baby around before bringing her back over to her crib and places her back in it. The nurse slowly takes a seat at the edge of her own bed as she turns her eyes over to the clock watching it as time slowly started to pass by her. She moved herself into the bed as her eyes were locked on the ceiling as she started to think out loud to herself.}
“How much of this do you intend to put Terra and I through James?! How can you not see that you have a daughter that is crying every night for you? How can you not see that you have a family right here that loves you more than anything else in the world… I have no problem in waiting for you to come to your senses but the reality of everything is that a girl can only wait so long… Please come back home…. Please come to your senses… If not for me do it for Terra….”
{Cynthia closes her eyes as she slowly starts to fade out to her tiredness. She mumbles one last thing from underneath her breath as she finally closes her eyes…}
“I hate you Jaymie Boone… I swear to God on everything that I will get my husband back...I will end you and get what belongs to me….”
Long time no see everyone. This is everyone’s favorite loveable nurse. The one and only Cynthia Warren. I won’t put on a facade and tell you that Christmas was absolutely awesome because it truly wasn’t. Terra at least had a reason to smile as I helped her open all of her beautiful presents and what not but a child for the most part will always be happy on Christmas. I on the other end have no reason to smile. The man that I put my faith into, The man who is supposed to be right there by my side for better or for worse was no where to be found.
For me Christmas felt like just another day. Another day of living in misery, living life wondering if my husband would have it in him to show up for one of the biggest family days of the year and the more I held onto that glimmer of hope, and thought he would come barreling through those doors is the more that I realized that it was something that just wasn’t meant to be.
Do I blame him for all of this? In a way I do but it just comes with the territory of being a man. Falling for the first skank to walk around in a miniskirt that likes to walk around in a pair of heels. It’s in men’s nature to do something as stupid as that so that is why I don’t hold him as responsible as I do. If anyone is to blame for all of this it has to be that damn homewrecker in Jaymie Boone. She is the stupid bitch that couldn’t let go, the stupid woman who had the nerve to chase after something that clearly didn’t belong to her. One way or another I will get even with her and she will pay for the crime that she committed against the family.
I can go on and on telling the world how mad I am at that stupid whore but that wouldn’t be fair to Miss St. James. How is it going Ayla? Long time no see… Let me be the first to say that I am waiting for this long awaited showdown with you. Do you remember the first time that you and I faced off against one another? Because if you don’t let me remind you of it. It was in the very first round of the female Road to the Gold. In fact it was a little over a year ago when the two of us were facing off in the very first round. You were one of the toughest girls to ever step foot inside of a ring. A woman who was riding the high of being part of the reincarnation of Bitches With Attitude being allied with yourself Emma Danielson and Alysson Gardner. There was me who had barely done anything in the company and I was looking to have a breakthrough moment.
so when it came time to you and I facing off in the ring I did the unthinkable. I defeated one of the founding members of a Women’s division. I jumped off that top rope hit that sponge bath splash and the rest was academic. I proved in that very moment that I had a sense of belonging in the ring, and no one could tell me any different. Not even you Ayla.
So here we are in what seems to be a year later and I am a bit in the same situation. I have a chance to make my mark on the IWF roster and I can do so by beating the likes of you. I honestly don’t care what you think of me. You can go about the mouth thinking that I am another cookie cutter blonde who couldn’t hack it in the real world. I am just another woman who is here just to be here but what does that make you?
What does that make the woman who couldn’t make it in acting to be part of this roster? I don’t care for your reasons of being here but the fact is you are here because you want to be here. What happened in your past can only shape who you are for today. If your calling was being an actress then by all means why don’t be put on the show of a lifetime. To you nurses may only be about fixing boo boos applying band-aids, and handing out lollipops but there is so much to me than just that.
At Diamonds are forever I will be happy to administer a check up. A check up to show that you are washed up. A check up to show that you don’t have what it takes to last in the ring with this surge of newcomers that have all entered the business. Please Ayla let me help you after all that’s what I am here for as a nurse right?
Consider Sunday the day you come in for a check up…
I have listened to the stethoscope and I have heard your heartbeat… The adrenaline is pumping fiercely because you know what is about to come…
Don’t worry after we are done I will still hand out a lollipop and tell you it wasn’t so bad… After all I am a nurse…. Ta Ta and good luck to you….