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Post by Jayson Matthews on Mar 29, 2018 6:07:00 GMT
“What have I done?”
His voice trembled as he asked himself that question. His hands shook as he stared at them with regret. The same hands that pummeled Nighthawk in the roulette. A man that he owed a lot to and he beat him like he was nothing. He felt so disgusted with himself.
“I know it was wrong. I knew I shouldn’t have done it….but he’s in my head. I couldn’t stop myself….”
Jayson turned and saw himself in the mirror for the first time in awhile. He saw how much different he looked since the last time he saw himself. The bags under his eyes, his unkempt hair and the traces of facial hair growing where it did.
“I can’t stop him”
“Hello Jayson”
He heard the voice both in his head and in the room with him as God walked into the room. It sent shivers down his spine and made him clench his fists in anger at the same time. He wanted to attack Angel for what he made him do, even if he never finds out what Angel knew about his father. He wanted to bash him where he stood but he knew he couldn’t. God’s power was holding him back.
An eerie grin creeps on the face of God. He knew Jayson’s thoughts before he thought them. They were one now. But it was still good when someone recognized his strengths.
“What do you want?”
Jayson asked through gritted teeth. His body was tense.
“Come along Jayson, we have work to do.”
Gods voice echoed in his ear. Jayson knew he shouldn’t go. It would only make things worse. But he couldn’t help himself….he was caught in Gods will. He stared at himself in the mirror one last time as he wiped away a tear.
“Coming…”
Fade.
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