Post by Crystal Zdunich on Sept 11, 2017 4:31:00 GMT
Hello IWF it seems like this week on sacrifice we are going to remember the events of 9/11 as we compete on the 16 anniversary of what happened on that Tuesday years ago. I know this will be a great night to celebrate what it means to be an American. How proud for those that are American to proudly support the red, white, and the blue, and to take a moment out for all who we lost on that day.
I know that is supposed to be the focal point of the night but in all honesty I think what I am happy about the most is the fact that I am going to get the match that I have been dying to get. I am going to step in the ring with the likes of Maxine Valentine and this is a match that I have been wanting for quite some time now.
To be honest every time I see an Open Fight Night I am also compelled to want to take this match because it was Maxine who had taken me out. Maxine it felt absolutely horrible to be forced to sit on the sidelines and watch from afar on a mandated medical suspension because you had to unleash a hell upon me inside of the ring. You had to hit me where it hurt.
You didn’t even wait for the bell to ring. You just came out and attacked me when I was walking down to the ring. You smashed my head into the barricade multiple times and you basically put me on the shelf. I am thankful that Astrid made it down to the ring when she did because who knows how much more damage I would have suffered at the hands of your heinous result.
The truth is you can’t change the past and I am ready to accept that.
I know I can’t get back that previous time that was lost because you had to give me a concussion. I can never get that back. The only thing I can do is learn from my time away from the ring, and learn how to better myself. How to protect myself so something like that doesn’t happen again.
All it did to me was piss me off. I hate that I was forced to step away from something that I love so much. Around this time a year ago I was the Shield Maiden Champion.
I was fighting through the roster proving myself to be among the best of the best and I was going to take down anybody who stood in my way and now a year removed from that I could be seen coming out to the ring. Getting injured to women who think they are hot shit in wrestling, who are building themselves up to be some real monsters, and I am just supposed to accept that?!
Hell no! I am not going to step aside and watch as women like Maxine who feel they can use anyone as a stepping stone to the rest of the roster get their way. That’s not what this is about… That’s not what any of this is all about.
This is about me getting even for what you did to me. Emma told me that this isn’t the fight that I wanted. She told me that I should do everything in my power to stay away from you because being in the ring with you would be far too personal for me.
I wouldn’t be able to focus on getting the job done and instead I would be more focused on things such as revenge not keeping a clear head, and just fighting in the ring without prupose.
You damn right that’s all my mind seems to be on now a days. I did everything the right way and this bitch took it all away from me.
So as soon as the bell rings I am entering the ring not to win but to put some hurt on her. I plan to break her down in ways she could never imagine. I plan to get even, and I plan to tell her that when you mess with a Mllar there are repurcussions for every action.
So lights
Camera
Action!
It’s showtime! Time to put a bitch squarely in her place!
I know that is supposed to be the focal point of the night but in all honesty I think what I am happy about the most is the fact that I am going to get the match that I have been dying to get. I am going to step in the ring with the likes of Maxine Valentine and this is a match that I have been wanting for quite some time now.
To be honest every time I see an Open Fight Night I am also compelled to want to take this match because it was Maxine who had taken me out. Maxine it felt absolutely horrible to be forced to sit on the sidelines and watch from afar on a mandated medical suspension because you had to unleash a hell upon me inside of the ring. You had to hit me where it hurt.
You didn’t even wait for the bell to ring. You just came out and attacked me when I was walking down to the ring. You smashed my head into the barricade multiple times and you basically put me on the shelf. I am thankful that Astrid made it down to the ring when she did because who knows how much more damage I would have suffered at the hands of your heinous result.
The truth is you can’t change the past and I am ready to accept that.
I know I can’t get back that previous time that was lost because you had to give me a concussion. I can never get that back. The only thing I can do is learn from my time away from the ring, and learn how to better myself. How to protect myself so something like that doesn’t happen again.
All it did to me was piss me off. I hate that I was forced to step away from something that I love so much. Around this time a year ago I was the Shield Maiden Champion.
I was fighting through the roster proving myself to be among the best of the best and I was going to take down anybody who stood in my way and now a year removed from that I could be seen coming out to the ring. Getting injured to women who think they are hot shit in wrestling, who are building themselves up to be some real monsters, and I am just supposed to accept that?!
Hell no! I am not going to step aside and watch as women like Maxine who feel they can use anyone as a stepping stone to the rest of the roster get their way. That’s not what this is about… That’s not what any of this is all about.
This is about me getting even for what you did to me. Emma told me that this isn’t the fight that I wanted. She told me that I should do everything in my power to stay away from you because being in the ring with you would be far too personal for me.
I wouldn’t be able to focus on getting the job done and instead I would be more focused on things such as revenge not keeping a clear head, and just fighting in the ring without prupose.
You damn right that’s all my mind seems to be on now a days. I did everything the right way and this bitch took it all away from me.
So as soon as the bell rings I am entering the ring not to win but to put some hurt on her. I plan to break her down in ways she could never imagine. I plan to get even, and I plan to tell her that when you mess with a Mllar there are repurcussions for every action.
So lights
Camera
Action!
It’s showtime! Time to put a bitch squarely in her place!