Post by Jayson Matthews on Sept 11, 2017 4:53:07 GMT
Everything has been going so fast lately that I'm having a hard time keeping up. I don't know where I'm supposed to go. It seems like every time I try to take a step forward The Council is there to knock me back down.
And I'm getting real sick of it.
Jason Sandman has been kicking the crap out of me at every turn. Any time I think I'm about to make some headway he’s there to basically kick the hell out of me. He’s sent me to the hospital on four separate occasions in the past month….there is nothing more that I want then to get even with him but….he’s a six foot six violent monster….every time I try he leaves me bleeding my own blood. He just overpowers me and what's worse is he is willing to do absolutely anything to get his point across. I'd fight fire with fire but I’m not sure I can go that low…..
And as I try to think of something I can do, something I can add to my style, all I can think about is how much I miss my sister. How I've been spending all my free time in Chicago training and not taking the time to talk to her and see what was on her mind but now she's gone. Gone away with Xavier Cross and the Council and it makes me
Sick to my stomach!
I'm sick of Sandman pushing me around.
I don't like Xavier Cross.
I miss my sister! She won't return my calls and I just want to know why! You know? Just a bit of insight.
I’m full of questions and it doesn't seem like anybody has the answers. I'm frustrated and I just wish somebody could just tell me…..
Jayson Matthews: What are we going to do now?
Jayson seemed tense. He was breathing heavy and his fists were clenched. His question just lingered in the air and Steve Awesome just sat table at his Detroit home pouring himself shots. Steve filled up another shot glass and quickly gulped it down and then continued to ignore him. Jayson just rolled his eyes, cleared his throat and spoke louder.
Jayson Matthews: What are we going to do about Mandi?
He said it more sharper than the last time and this time Steve looked up at Jayson. Steve still had his sunglasses on but you could tell he'd been drinking for awhile. Steve just shook his head and shrugged his shoulders.
Steve Awesome: Nothin…
He explained while slurring his speech. Jayson takes a step back.
Jayson Matthew: What do you mean nothin?
Steve Awesome: You heard her in the ring….she don't want me.
Jayson Matthews: No, she didn't mean that. Xavier brainwashed her. He's tricking her somehow. We have to do something to save her!
Steve just looks at him and shrugs.
Steve Awesome: She made her choice.
He hung his head low, doing his best to keep himself together and Jayson could see that.
Jayson Matthews: So that's it we just do nothing?
Steve shook his head.
Steve Awesome: Oh no….I may not be able to do anything about Mandi…..but you can sure as hell bet that I can still beat the fuck out of Xavier Cross.
And with that Steve left the room.
“This week is interesting….
We open up on Jayson Matthews as he looks into the camera.
“One, I'm teaming up with Steve Awesome for the first time in a long time. He wanted to be here but he is kind of a glass ball of emotions right now and probably shouldn't speak his mind on television right now. But he sends his...uhhh….love...let's call it that.”
“And two, were going up against Xavier Cross and Jason Sandman. Two men that I really want to punch right in the face. Xavier Cross is a real piece of work. If you think you are going to get away with whatever you've done to my sister you can think again. Your a slime ball, Cross. just a big snot pile of grossness that nobody even likes. And I can't wait to get my hands on you in this tag match.
But as much as I want to kick you in the face Cross, I know that Jason Sandman will be right there next to you. Glaring at me from the ring apron,....
You can kind of see Jayson’s thought process change through his eyes.
“he’s mutilated me….changed me….and I know that I have to become something more to beat him…but I don't know...I'm scared...
He looks up and shakes his head. He looks at the scars on the back of his hands and then clenches his fists.
“Sandman I'm sick of you the most. And sooner or later….I'm going to get you back!”
He nods his head intently.
“See you at open fight night”
We open up on Jayson Matthews sitting some place quiet looking hesitant at his phone.
Jayson Matthews: I shouldn't do this….
He hesitated some more.
Jayson Matthews: He might be the only person who can help me beat him right now….
He thinks for a few moments and finally hits the button on his phone. He waits for a few moments waiting for it to ring.
Jayson Matthews: Hello? Spike?
Fade.
And I'm getting real sick of it.
Jason Sandman has been kicking the crap out of me at every turn. Any time I think I'm about to make some headway he’s there to basically kick the hell out of me. He’s sent me to the hospital on four separate occasions in the past month….there is nothing more that I want then to get even with him but….he’s a six foot six violent monster….every time I try he leaves me bleeding my own blood. He just overpowers me and what's worse is he is willing to do absolutely anything to get his point across. I'd fight fire with fire but I’m not sure I can go that low…..
And as I try to think of something I can do, something I can add to my style, all I can think about is how much I miss my sister. How I've been spending all my free time in Chicago training and not taking the time to talk to her and see what was on her mind but now she's gone. Gone away with Xavier Cross and the Council and it makes me
Sick to my stomach!
I'm sick of Sandman pushing me around.
I don't like Xavier Cross.
I miss my sister! She won't return my calls and I just want to know why! You know? Just a bit of insight.
I’m full of questions and it doesn't seem like anybody has the answers. I'm frustrated and I just wish somebody could just tell me…..
Jayson Matthews: What are we going to do now?
Jayson seemed tense. He was breathing heavy and his fists were clenched. His question just lingered in the air and Steve Awesome just sat table at his Detroit home pouring himself shots. Steve filled up another shot glass and quickly gulped it down and then continued to ignore him. Jayson just rolled his eyes, cleared his throat and spoke louder.
Jayson Matthews: What are we going to do about Mandi?
He said it more sharper than the last time and this time Steve looked up at Jayson. Steve still had his sunglasses on but you could tell he'd been drinking for awhile. Steve just shook his head and shrugged his shoulders.
Steve Awesome: Nothin…
He explained while slurring his speech. Jayson takes a step back.
Jayson Matthew: What do you mean nothin?
Steve Awesome: You heard her in the ring….she don't want me.
Jayson Matthews: No, she didn't mean that. Xavier brainwashed her. He's tricking her somehow. We have to do something to save her!
Steve just looks at him and shrugs.
Steve Awesome: She made her choice.
He hung his head low, doing his best to keep himself together and Jayson could see that.
Jayson Matthews: So that's it we just do nothing?
Steve shook his head.
Steve Awesome: Oh no….I may not be able to do anything about Mandi…..but you can sure as hell bet that I can still beat the fuck out of Xavier Cross.
And with that Steve left the room.
“This week is interesting….
We open up on Jayson Matthews as he looks into the camera.
“One, I'm teaming up with Steve Awesome for the first time in a long time. He wanted to be here but he is kind of a glass ball of emotions right now and probably shouldn't speak his mind on television right now. But he sends his...uhhh….love...let's call it that.”
“And two, were going up against Xavier Cross and Jason Sandman. Two men that I really want to punch right in the face. Xavier Cross is a real piece of work. If you think you are going to get away with whatever you've done to my sister you can think again. Your a slime ball, Cross. just a big snot pile of grossness that nobody even likes. And I can't wait to get my hands on you in this tag match.
But as much as I want to kick you in the face Cross, I know that Jason Sandman will be right there next to you. Glaring at me from the ring apron,....
You can kind of see Jayson’s thought process change through his eyes.
“he’s mutilated me….changed me….and I know that I have to become something more to beat him…but I don't know...I'm scared...
He looks up and shakes his head. He looks at the scars on the back of his hands and then clenches his fists.
“Sandman I'm sick of you the most. And sooner or later….I'm going to get you back!”
He nods his head intently.
“See you at open fight night”
We open up on Jayson Matthews sitting some place quiet looking hesitant at his phone.
Jayson Matthews: I shouldn't do this….
He hesitated some more.
Jayson Matthews: He might be the only person who can help me beat him right now….
He thinks for a few moments and finally hits the button on his phone. He waits for a few moments waiting for it to ring.
Jayson Matthews: Hello? Spike?
Fade.
Well howdy there pardner.