Post by Crystal Zdunich on Dec 18, 2017 5:51:12 GMT
Last week it felt so great to be out there and competing for the sake of competing. No bells, no whistles… It was just a good old wrestling match and as much as I gave my all out there I know I did come up short. I know I was the one that was ultimately pinned but in all honesty I have never smiled so much after a lost. The reason why I can smile is because I felt alive after wrestling in that match!
I haven’t felt that way in God knows how long. Rayne may have been the woman to eventually beat me but she could see firsthand that I am taking this seriously and I can’t back track now. Not when I continuously come out to the ring night in and night out. Week in and week out and pour everything into the confines of that ring.
At the end of the day that is what it has always been about for me. People think it’s about the glamour and the glitz but truth be told everything about living that Hollywood lifestyle came from competing inside of the ring. I am not one of those rich snobs who turned to wrestling to further her entertainment career.
As much of a diva I might portray myself to be it has honestly never been about that. It has always been about wrestling first and foremost. Wrestling is rooted deep in my soul and I want wrestling to be the thing that people remember me for wherever I go. As a second generation star there are expectations that must be met. I have certain standards I need to live up to and if I don’t it’s like I am the outcast of my family.
I have done so much work and I can’t afford to let my father down. Especially when I know he’s up in heaven looking down on me waiting to see how far I have blossomed as a wrestler and where I plan on taking my career next.
I have a battle royal ahead of me and there are so many women who have as much of a chance to win this thing as I do. Starting with Brooklyn. Brooklyn you have gotten your big start by beating me. I haven’t forgotten. It really was annoying to see you finally get your long awaited win at my expense. That’s not how I wanted things to be at all but you did.
I need to repay back the favor and I need to win. It’s as simple as that. I know you came a long way but I have made my own strides in this business as well. Everything isn’t always about you.
Sara Garcia I can remember a time when the both of us went to war because we were fighting to see who the number one latina was in this company. We would both be surprised when we found out it was your sister. I have to give credit where credit is due and you have done a wonderful job of breaking out of her shadow. You have made a name for yourself and have managed to mustered up some really key wins when you needed them.
That is extremely impressive and I can honestly respect that. I can also remember getting through you on my way to building myself up to become a Shield Maiden Champion. You remember that don’t you? I went through you and from there it was onward towards your sister where I took the eblt away from her in a four way match. If I could build myself up once at your expense I am sure I can do it again.
Gabriela Luna you have beaten me before especially in a battle to see who the better luchadore was and you may have gotten me before but that won’t be the case this time around. I can’t let you win… As a matter of fact I won’t let you win. I need this win.
I have an entire school that is looking up to me. As my father looks down at me my wrestling school is looking up to me. I can’t let all of those wrestling hopefuls down. They have put so much faith into me that I just can’t fail them, and I damn sure won’t. So bring everything you have so I can put you down.
Pandora I can remember when you first came in as well. Just like Brooklyn you got a big break by beating me especially when I was trying to chase after some major points in the Heiress to the Throne.
You would go on to have that big Diamonds Championship run and this might be your way to get back into the fray. You won awards in your very first year here and I still haven’t managed to do any of the sort.
Perhaps I can show people what I am made of by taking you down a peg and simply eliminating you crushing your dreams.
Astrid at one point you broke me… I felt down but then you also ran down to the ring to save me at one point from receiving further injury from Rowan. I have to thank you because I don’t know where I would be if you didn’t.
As a matter of fact that seems to be a common theme I get jumped and someone always has to save me, or I have to spend a night in a hospital. I am just about sick and tired of it and that has been the story of my career since I came here.
I am always going to the hospital whether it was by the hands of Eternity, or Jinx, or Rowan, and recently that one chick that isn’t here anymore. I don’t want to go through that ever again.
I am sure Sasha and Bliss want to emerge with something big here but they really won’t because I don’t think they are going to put everything into this match. Everything that’s needed to emerge victorious!
Charity I respect you girl… I feel connected…. I feel we have that connection with one another considering our wrestling background but don’t take my kindness for granted. I am in this match to simply win it.
Vivienne is a woman that is just about ready to break out of her shell and this match might be the catalyst to spark her towards superstardom.
I think what really has me going is the fact that I can step toe to toe with the likes of Alexis Caffrey. She is one of the greatest women to have ever stepped foot inside of a ring here. Eliminating her alone could be what’s needed to show Rayne that I am serious about all of this. That I am not the lost cause that she once considered me to be.
Beating someone like her could be the little jolt of energy that I need in order to push forward and after the way I have been stepped upon, I have been trampled… Motivation is just about everything to me right now. So I will showcase why I am the rose that simply refuses to wither away.
I will persevere and keep on showing slow signs of why people shouldn’t give up on Crystal HILTON!!!
Damn these people in IWF can’t even get my name right but it’s all good. I just want to be the best woman I can possibly be. I just want to live on to fight another day and I want to make my father proud.
I haven’t felt that way in God knows how long. Rayne may have been the woman to eventually beat me but she could see firsthand that I am taking this seriously and I can’t back track now. Not when I continuously come out to the ring night in and night out. Week in and week out and pour everything into the confines of that ring.
At the end of the day that is what it has always been about for me. People think it’s about the glamour and the glitz but truth be told everything about living that Hollywood lifestyle came from competing inside of the ring. I am not one of those rich snobs who turned to wrestling to further her entertainment career.
As much of a diva I might portray myself to be it has honestly never been about that. It has always been about wrestling first and foremost. Wrestling is rooted deep in my soul and I want wrestling to be the thing that people remember me for wherever I go. As a second generation star there are expectations that must be met. I have certain standards I need to live up to and if I don’t it’s like I am the outcast of my family.
I have done so much work and I can’t afford to let my father down. Especially when I know he’s up in heaven looking down on me waiting to see how far I have blossomed as a wrestler and where I plan on taking my career next.
I have a battle royal ahead of me and there are so many women who have as much of a chance to win this thing as I do. Starting with Brooklyn. Brooklyn you have gotten your big start by beating me. I haven’t forgotten. It really was annoying to see you finally get your long awaited win at my expense. That’s not how I wanted things to be at all but you did.
I need to repay back the favor and I need to win. It’s as simple as that. I know you came a long way but I have made my own strides in this business as well. Everything isn’t always about you.
Sara Garcia I can remember a time when the both of us went to war because we were fighting to see who the number one latina was in this company. We would both be surprised when we found out it was your sister. I have to give credit where credit is due and you have done a wonderful job of breaking out of her shadow. You have made a name for yourself and have managed to mustered up some really key wins when you needed them.
That is extremely impressive and I can honestly respect that. I can also remember getting through you on my way to building myself up to become a Shield Maiden Champion. You remember that don’t you? I went through you and from there it was onward towards your sister where I took the eblt away from her in a four way match. If I could build myself up once at your expense I am sure I can do it again.
Gabriela Luna you have beaten me before especially in a battle to see who the better luchadore was and you may have gotten me before but that won’t be the case this time around. I can’t let you win… As a matter of fact I won’t let you win. I need this win.
I have an entire school that is looking up to me. As my father looks down at me my wrestling school is looking up to me. I can’t let all of those wrestling hopefuls down. They have put so much faith into me that I just can’t fail them, and I damn sure won’t. So bring everything you have so I can put you down.
Pandora I can remember when you first came in as well. Just like Brooklyn you got a big break by beating me especially when I was trying to chase after some major points in the Heiress to the Throne.
You would go on to have that big Diamonds Championship run and this might be your way to get back into the fray. You won awards in your very first year here and I still haven’t managed to do any of the sort.
Perhaps I can show people what I am made of by taking you down a peg and simply eliminating you crushing your dreams.
Astrid at one point you broke me… I felt down but then you also ran down to the ring to save me at one point from receiving further injury from Rowan. I have to thank you because I don’t know where I would be if you didn’t.
As a matter of fact that seems to be a common theme I get jumped and someone always has to save me, or I have to spend a night in a hospital. I am just about sick and tired of it and that has been the story of my career since I came here.
I am always going to the hospital whether it was by the hands of Eternity, or Jinx, or Rowan, and recently that one chick that isn’t here anymore. I don’t want to go through that ever again.
I am sure Sasha and Bliss want to emerge with something big here but they really won’t because I don’t think they are going to put everything into this match. Everything that’s needed to emerge victorious!
Charity I respect you girl… I feel connected…. I feel we have that connection with one another considering our wrestling background but don’t take my kindness for granted. I am in this match to simply win it.
Vivienne is a woman that is just about ready to break out of her shell and this match might be the catalyst to spark her towards superstardom.
I think what really has me going is the fact that I can step toe to toe with the likes of Alexis Caffrey. She is one of the greatest women to have ever stepped foot inside of a ring here. Eliminating her alone could be what’s needed to show Rayne that I am serious about all of this. That I am not the lost cause that she once considered me to be.
Beating someone like her could be the little jolt of energy that I need in order to push forward and after the way I have been stepped upon, I have been trampled… Motivation is just about everything to me right now. So I will showcase why I am the rose that simply refuses to wither away.
I will persevere and keep on showing slow signs of why people shouldn’t give up on Crystal HILTON!!!
Damn these people in IWF can’t even get my name right but it’s all good. I just want to be the best woman I can possibly be. I just want to live on to fight another day and I want to make my father proud.
Well howdy there pardner.