Post by Crystal Zdunich on Apr 23, 2018 4:41:15 GMT
I guess this is the moment everybody has been waiting for. We get treated to the likes of IWF Dark Reign and as I stare at this I see a match that I just couldn’t qualify for. I see the likes of the Iron Maiden match and it’s driving me so fucking insane that there are six other women on this roster that I know for a fact that I can beat. Six women who all are going to be competing for something that should be rightfully mine.
I guess this is the part where I should be thankful because the company sees me at least fit to compete against the likes of Fiona McFly and Vivienne Rodgers for a chance at the IWF Open Weight Championship. On paper it does sound good, it sounds tempting even but it still doesn’t make up for the fact that I am not out there putting my very all on the line for a shot at the title that deems me as the very best.
That’s what I am after that’s what I always been after, and we live in a world that nobody remembers second best. We live in a world where we put every single thing on the line to be the very best. I dropped the ball repeatedly to get what I deserve and if that’s the case I am going to prove not only to the world but to myself why I can back up what I say. I will win the Open Weight Championship not because I want too but for the simple fact that I can.
Yet as I look at this match at Dark Reign it already seems like the odds are stacked so heavily against me. It’s like a major slap in the face to my adoring public because if Vivienne retains in this match the person who gets pinned or submitted will be forced to sit on the sidelines for three months. By sidelines that’s three months of not receiving another title shot.
How could somebody do that to a person?
How could they realistically feel good about themselves about doing that to the likes of me? I may not be a woman who wins that often and I know I often get put into situations where people are looking for me to step up but I just seem to fall short and can’t deliver but I will be damned if I am forced to the bottom of the barrel.
You can save that spot for someone like Fiona who has received multiple title shots at every single championship in this company’s existence and has always and consistently dropped the ball but for the likes of me I have always thrown a wrench into the plans. I have always stopped the streak of someone major or took a title for my own. It happened with the Ruby Championship when I double pinned Firenze and it happened with Paige’s long drawn out reign when I won the Shield Maiden Championship.
It can, and WILL happen with Vivienne because I simply don’t like the Bitch. Vivienne prides herself on being a woman of the people. She prides herself on being such a nice individual and everything she does is for the benefit of the company and people everywhere. She is a woman that enjoys being loved and for some reason she tries her best to see the good in people.
I will give credit where credit is due however. Vivienne managed to get her big break by beating me. She pinned me to get the Shield Maiden Championship and because she happened to be in the right place at the right time, and a few defenses under her belt she gets to walk into this match as a champion. She gets to be in a situation where she can sit on her high horse as a champion and proudly defend the honor of the Open Weight Championship.
Congratulations Vivienne you finally made it. After fucking up for months upon months you got your big break by beating me. I know that must speak volumes for you. After all every time people speak about me they seem to think I am some kind of joke, but don’t be mistaken because in the way that you beat me in a multiple person match and won your title. I know for a fact I have the tools to beat you in a match.
Before that title match I beat your ass in the middle of the ring. You ran your mouth about how I wasn’t important to you. You ran your mouth that I didn’t seem to have it any more and you were my rebound win. You were the match that showcased to the entire world that when push comes to shove I still have what it takes to steal the show. I still have what it takes to stand in the spotlight, and nobody should doubt me.
You have the most to lose in all of this because after all you are the champion. In the same way that you took away Rayne’s title by pinning me you are in a situation where you can lose the title and not be involved in the final decision. I know it’s a scary thought knowing that you have to keep your eyes open but let me make something clear to you.
I don’t want to win the championship by beating Fiona. We are in a company where everybody has beaten Fiona so it wouldn’t even be looked upon as a real accomplishment. If I am going to take that championship I am going to obtain it by beating the likes out of you!
I am going to win it by beating you senseless and pinning your dumb ass in the middle of the ring. A few months ago you overlooked me. You thought I was a pushover somebody that you shouldn’t even worry about, and that got your ass got beat.
Granted you did beat me in return and I will own it but lightning won’t strike again. I will right what’s wrong. I will become the Open Weight Champion and you will be a mere afterthought. Nobody will talk shit about me and I won’t stand by as you try to ruin my reputation by further establishing your very own. It doesn’t work like that.
Yet as much as I would love for this to be an affair between me and Vivienne by ourselves there is a third equation added to the mix and it comes in the form of Fiona McFly.
Fiona you have been through a lot in your career here haven’t you?
Yet no matter what you have been through it has never translated into you actually accomplishing anything in this company. There was a point where you beat me in the Iron Maiden match. I tried to go high risk and you caught me with a move which stunned the entire crowd. You eliminated me from that very match and yet it didn’t get you anywhere.
You also made quick work of Kate Steele making her tap out in like 18 seconds and yet when you had the chance to showcase your ability as a submission queen you would be the one to tap out next time around. Hell you even earned yourself some major points by beating me in the Heiress to the Throne, and yet everything you have ever been through it still hasn’t gotten you anywhere.
You would think after having to deal with losing your grandfather and what happened with Jack that you would have had the motivation to make it further in this company than what you have, and yet nothing.
Two to three long years of being in this company and it hasn’t translated to anything that must really be an awful feeling and I would hate to be in your shoes. Hell I actually made it in this company but you have always had so much momentum and yet found a way to crumble under the pressure.
You know what you are in this match Fi?
You are merely an extra, unfit to gain a starring role, unfit to be someone’s stunt double. You do get a recurring role nod but that’s to play the role of the same thing over and over again, and that’s to be a let down to the fans and to your family. You should be ashamed of yourself.
No one seems to buy into anything that you do. I remember when our paths first came across one another. I screwed you out of a Shield Maiden Championship match, and yet your biggest claim to fame was eliminating me in a match and doing nothing with it.
That’s an absolute shame, a travesty if you will. You could go on to lose this match sit out the mandatory three months from title contention and yet nobody would even notice. It’s not like you really had a chance to win this anyway.
Me on the other hand I don’t want to sit out anymore. I lost my Shield Maiden Championship on November 27th in 2016 in the Extreme Endurance match. I lost on my Birthday and that’s the worse birthday gift I could have ever received because something was taken away from me.
That’s 17 months without holding a championship. 17 months of not making any progress, 17 months of not even being nominated for any awards during the end of the year awards show. If I was to lose 3 months would kill my entire vibe. That would mean it would be close to 2 years before I was relevant and I am not here to try to reboot a cancelled show.
I am here to be THE FUCKING SHOW!
I am here to put on an Emmy award winning performance.
I am here to give the Hollywood Foreign Press something to talk about, and more importantly to get respected by the Screen Actors Guild and of course the Academy.
I am here for my respect and will do whatever it takes to get it. If I have to bust my ass in the ring to gain it so be it, or if I have to have Charity help me cheat and take shortcuts to get it so be it.
But by the end of the night Dark Reign should be renamed to Golden Reign because that’s exactly what’s going to happen when I stand tall in my spotlight with my arm raised proudly in the air as the announcer screams AND NEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW….
That’s what I live for, that’s why I do what I do. I refuse to deal with three more months of heart ache and denial. Everybody is ready for me to step up and that’s what I will do even if it kills me. I am putting all on the line to take what belongs to me.
So Lights
Camera
Action
It’s time to make a movie so let me show you how one should act when the cameras are on her.
The Open Weight Championship will be mine and there isn’t a damn thing that anybody can do about it.
Roll Credits and all hail the SILVER SCREEN QUEEN!!!!!!!!
Los Angeles, California
Beverly Hills, Hilton
Crystal smirked as she was treated to the likes of the Hilton’s Ballroom. She smirked as she stood in the middle of it and beside her was none other than her newfound best friend Charity Crowne. Crystal smiled as she took it all in as she paced around in the grand ballroom as the English woman raised an eyebrow to her.
“What do you think you are doing Crystal and why do you have a smile to you. Someone who has been through so much like yourself shouldn’t really be smiling right now… Unless there is something you aren’t telling me.”
Crystal however nods with a wicked grin as she takes it all in as she looks back at Charity.
“To be honest I know I shouldn’t be smiling but do you know where you are standing right now Charity?”
Charity slowly nods her head as she looks back at Crystal.
“Of course I do we are in the middle of a ballroom…”
Crystal can’t help but giggle as she nods her head but continues to speak. “Well that’s partially true but this is the very sight of where they host the Golden Globes. Every single year do you know how heart breaking it is for me to watch all of these big time actors and actresses come to this very venue laugh, get drunk because they don’t take the Globes seriously?”
Charity shrugs her shoulders. “To be honest I never really thought about it…”
Crystal smirks as she continues to speak. “Well you should because for me acting in general is everything. I know when people think of me acting is the very first thing that comes to their minds but it really shouldn’t be. My life was established as a wrestler first and foremost, and after that because of all of my accomplishments came acting. Acting was a product of everything I accomplished inside of the ring and I am proud to share it… My life as a wrestler might have been spent as a Bitch but I have always poured my all into it all….”
Crystal looks around as she stares back at Charity.
“No matter how much I poured into acting not once have I been acknowledged for everything I put into it. Everybody always told me that I am nothing more than a bargain bin material actress. That there’s nothing special about me but for those who know me should know I pour everything into every single thing that I do. What I do in a movie studio is no different, and all I ever wanted was to win an award for what I have done. Especially in the hotel with my name on it, the Hollywood Hilton…”
Crystal sighs but suddenly she grins.
“I just wanted you to know that this is where I am having my wedding at in three months. This is where Seleana and I are going to tie the knot. You don’t think having an award show type of theme is a little over the top is it?”
Charity shakes her head.
“Actually it wouldn’t be a Crystal wedding if it didn’t have your special touch to it, even though you haven’t really showed me much of Sel I wouldn’t miss your special day for anything.”
“Miss it? Girl you are going to be in it but aside from that I just can’t believe I have all of this going on for me. I have a daughter that just turned 17… I have a wedding in three months, and on top of that I have this big wrestling match at Dark Reign to worry about.”
Crystal says as she sighs as Charity smiles hugging her.
“Yeah you have a lot going on Crystal and you shouldn’t really get down over how you been competing as of lately. You are split into three different directions. You aren’t super woman…”
“No but I am Crystal Hilton and I should be at the top I should be able to handle it… I just haven’t managed too…”
Charity grins. “Timing… It just wasn’t the right timing. I know the world seems like it has really been beating you up as of lately but I have a great feeling about everything especially with Dark Reign coming. You have the chance to make everything right. You have the chance to tell the haters and the nonbelievers to shove it. One win, and not only will you be a champion but you will have the whole city at your feet along with the whole company…”
Crystal scoffs with a laugh. “At my feet? They are already at my feet… This is the City of Angels… This is my city and I will be damned if I let these bitches come into my territory and beat me on my turf. It doesn’t work like that. They better be willing to do everything because losing in LA is not something I plan on doing. I won’t lose, and I simply can’t…”
Charity looks at Crystal in the eyes with a grin. “And you won’t lose… Trust in me Crystal… That’s what the BFC is all about making sure we have each other’s backs and on Sunday I got yours. You just do what you need to do and let everything else play. I will be right at ringside to see it all go down. Are you nervous?”
“I would lie if I said I wasn’t especially with the stipulation but it’s all or nothing right?”
Charity nods her head in agreement as she hugs Crystal and Crystal hugs her in return.
“You got this Crystal.. Just believe in yourself…”
Crystal just takes it all in as we leave the two women to be.
You know there is something I really want to address but Dark Reign is really putting me in a weird situation. Out of everywhere we could have had this show I get to compete in front of my STARS AND STARLETS! I get to compete in front of my crowd in the city I made my very own in Los Angeles, California.
I am going to be completely honest there are so many thoughts going through my head right now. Will it be enough? Do I have it in me to really go out there and become the champion?! It’s a lot to take in and with this stipulation added it just seems like the pressure is rising but I will be the first to say that I am happy that Los Angeles has been the place that was chosen for this battle.
I feel like that gives me an advantage going into this match. I will admit that I am one of the biggest bitches in all of wrestling but for the past 14 years I have made Los Angeles home. When I got pregnant at the age of 13 I felt like Detroit abandoned me. Nobody wanted to deal with me. I was mocked and ridiculed to the point I became another statistic.
I was a high school dropout who made her way to reunite with her legend of her father who ran a school in Mexico. In Mexico under my father I quickly made a name for myself in the ring. I took what I learned and went back to America and back there I didn’t find any place. I was merely eye candy for Todd Williams. I was merely an interviewer , and backstage reporter for numerous companies but I eventually found my way.
I found my way in the wrestling business and for the past 14 years I have laid it all down. I have poured my heart and soul to make something of myself. I have found my way into 3 Hall of Fames but IWF has always seemed to be the place where I couldn’t find my footing. Maybe I was involved in too much. Maybe I competed in too many places or I just didn’t give a fuck.
Whatever it is that you want to believe you need to wipe all the shit clear from your minds because I will NOT GET DISRESPECTED in LOS ANGELES. I will not lose in my second home, in the city that personally took me in. Many people come to Hollywood with the dream to make it big and many people go away empty handed without fulfilling what they sought.
That isn’t me… I have busted my ass far too much to let two women who haven’t paid the dues that I have to rip this moment away from me. I am walking into a situation where the crowd will actually enjoy what I do and I can’t let them down.
Los Angeles has been through enough. As an avid Lakers fan these fans expect greatness. They are accustomed to winning championships yet being stuck in a rebuilding phase absolutely sucks. Nobody wants to go through the rebuilding phase. Nobody wants to sit out and wait while everyone else is competing and winning championships when your whole career has been defined as being a champion.
It’s time to get back to the very core of the basics. It’s time to show Los Angeles that they have a reason to cheer. I am by no means the greatest woman in the world. I am nowhere the nicest after all I am a certified Bitch, but for one night I will be the embodiment of all of Los Angeles.
They told me that I was going to be unfit because I was a teenage pregnancy statistic and yet here I am with my own movie studio. Here I am as a professional wrestler.
I have made it but now here is one thing missing… That title run.
I need this title to define that these years in IWF haven’t been a waste.
So brace yourselves Los Angeles because I will win this match.
So hit my music because I’m COMING OUT!!!
Vivi and Fi see you soon. You better bring everything you got because I refuse to lose…
BYE FELICIA!!!!!
Well howdy there pardner.