Post by Crystal Zdunich on Apr 12, 2015 19:39:03 GMT
After Sacrifice
Crystal couldn’t believe it as she sat in the locker room. Her match resulted in yet another lost. This time however she was alone. Brittany didn’t come to the show as it was just Crystal sitting down on the bench. She stood up and threw her dufflebag against the wall, as she started to scream at the top of her lungs.
Crystal: I am supposed to be perfect… How the fuck can I preach about being perfect, about perfection never failing if I keep losing match after match?! I was the Ruby Champion, and now I am simply nothing…
Is all Crystal could manage to say as she sat back down on the bench. She couldn’t say anymore as she couldn’t believe how far from grace she had fallen. She had been losing match after match, and the last match that she had even won was that match in which she became double champion in the first place. Now however it was all gone and the only thing that seemed left was a shell of what was there. Crystal could only keep her hands in her head, that is until a voice called out to her. It was a voice that was familiar to her. Crystal ignored it as she kept her head buried in her hands.
Ana: Earth to Crystal… Earth to Crystal… Best friend is talking to you. You could at least look at her when she is trying to talk to you…
Crystal lifted her head up as she glanced back at Ana. Crystal didn’t say anything as she shook her head back at the blonde. Crystal couldn’t help but let a deep breath escape her lips as she replied back to her.
Crystal: What are you doing here?! Shouldn’t you be doing something else… Away from a loser like me?!
Ana just shook her head blowing that off as she sat beside Crystal.
Ana: ...Don’t even talk like that… So what you are going through a rough patch right now but don’t think for a second that questions the integrity of our friendship. You need to stop being so paranoid and just let some things before they really start getting to you.
Crystal just rolled her eyes as she chose to stay distant in return not being able to look back at her best friend.
Crystal: I don’t know if I can even believe in that right now Ana. I heard what was said on the top five Diamonds column. Hanna Grey said it best. I didn’t win the Ruby Championship, and you simply don’t like losers so that is going to make for a salty friendship.
Ana: ...Right and was there anything in that column that said I was going to save you tonight when Rayne was attacking your knee. I don’t care about what people think of me, and neither should you. Instead of getting so wrapped up in what others think why don’t you do what you do best. That’s what I always tend to do.
Crystal just nods her head as she looks back at Ana taking it all in.
Crystal: Right… You did save me but still I lost, and everyone remembers what you did with Kayla.
Ana just scoffs as she shakes her head back at Crystal.
Ana: Christina please. Kayla was merely a toy. She served a purpose you on the other hand are my friend, and if I didn’t give a crap about you. Do you think I would have honestly wasted anytime walking down to that ring and saving you tonight?! Yeah you lost, but if you would have rather have won a match instead of keeping your knees, and making sure your wrestling career stayed intact then you have some major issues.
Crystal just rolled her eyes as she cracks a smile.
Crystal: I guess I have been acting a little paranoid lately. Been letting things get the better of me. Only thing I can really work on is just picking myself up and trying harder the next time I go out there right?!
Ana: Now you need to stop with that type of talk. The goody two shoes act is making me sick. If I could give you any advice just be yourself, and the rest will follow… Now hurry up and get yourself changed. I think tonight seems like a great night for some best friend therapy, and I am thinking about going to the best restaurant that this city has to offer.
Crystal could only smile as she nodded her head in agreement. Maybe Ana wasn’t like what everyone presented to her. She did have a point and at the end of it the power of the friendship prevailed over anything that people have been saying.
I guess I have been struggling as of late, and I have no one to blame but myself. Perhaps I got too cocky for my own good. Perhaps it was the fact that I became over arrogant that became my undoing, and in the midst of everything Firenze wasn’t being complacent. She was being that of a champion. A woman who was looking to dispose of me, and she did exactly what she needed to do to rid me from contendership and to keep me away from my title. So now that has left me in a state of emptiness and brokenness.
To a point where I am questioning if I have it in me to repair what was broken, but truth be told the Ruby Championship ended up being the biggest curse to me. Because the very moment that I became the champion is the very moment that I started to take things easy. I became overly complacent, and I lost that drive, that fire, that determination that got me to what made me dominant in the first place.
I went from being a Bitch with an attitude who was wiping the mat with the competition taking out dumb cunt after dumb cunt, to allowing myself to become a stepping stone to all of those who wished to make a name off of me, and I am sick of being that for anyone. It’s time to get back to the fundamentals, and it’s time to go back to the basics, of being the over the top cunt that I know I can be.
I know I have fallen from grace and have found myself to competing on training grounds. Even the name of the show disgusts me because I don’t need a training ground when I know I am the main attraction. I am the grand marquee and I am the bitch you all came to see whether you wish to admit it or not.
Things aren’t as bad as they seem however because my one saving grace is that I actually get to compete in the main event of the show, and I still keep my Hollywood fame intact. Who do I have the pleasure in facing in my match on Training Grounds?! Oh it comes in the form of a stupid slut in Paige Garcia. A woman who at one point called me out on being a disgrace on being a woman from Southern California like herself, and you want to know what happened in that match?! She got her ass defeated in that debut by the likes of me.
We fought again with implications of receiving a shot at the Ruby Championship, and we all know how that match turned out. The fact is Paige no matter how hard you might try you could never walk a day in my shoes. You could never amount to being anything close to a Crystal Hilton. You are just a dumb slut who needs to know her place in this industry.
But it would be wrong of me to not give you ANY credit because when we faced before. I didn’t mind shitting all over you verbally. I didn’t mind calling you things such as a curtain jerker and all of the other profanities to go with that, and as I look at you now. You seemed to evolved past that because look at you, you are now in the main event.
You are in the main event with me?!
Aren’t you just thrilled… Aren’t you happy over this fact?!
You should be standing up waving your pom poms, because I am actually making you relevant. So go ahead bow before me. Congratulate me, and thank you for the hallmark moment. You should be praising your Goddess because I am bringing you in the spotlight. You have a few wins under you but everyone you have beaten I have beaten, and the losses that you have are all because of me.
You lost simply because you can’t beat me, and on Training Grounds you will once again learn that lesson on why I am just a better wrestler than you. I might be on a losing streak but IWF sure has a funny way of helping a girl find her mojo again and by placing her in the ring with a dumb cunt that she has owned time and time again. Let’s be honest here what chance do you really have?!
They say insanity is doing the same exact thing and yet expecting a different result. So let’s cut to the chase. Let’s cut to the spoilers. You and I have filmed two movies already with one another, and both of them have ended in the same way.
With me winning… The good guys don’t always win and in this trilogy I plan to stomp the fuck out of the hero where they might have to redo the entire series all over again. This is equivalent to a horror movie, and you are the dumb big boob broad who get’s off before the opening title scream.
You are worthless, your sister is equally worthless. The entire brand of garcia is worthless. There’s only room for one dominant Latina from Southern California in this company and you are looking at her. Perfection simply doesn’t fail, and I won’t stop at anything to get back to my winning ways again.
This is one rose that refuses to wither away...
Crystal couldn’t believe it as she sat in the locker room. Her match resulted in yet another lost. This time however she was alone. Brittany didn’t come to the show as it was just Crystal sitting down on the bench. She stood up and threw her dufflebag against the wall, as she started to scream at the top of her lungs.
Crystal: I am supposed to be perfect… How the fuck can I preach about being perfect, about perfection never failing if I keep losing match after match?! I was the Ruby Champion, and now I am simply nothing…
Is all Crystal could manage to say as she sat back down on the bench. She couldn’t say anymore as she couldn’t believe how far from grace she had fallen. She had been losing match after match, and the last match that she had even won was that match in which she became double champion in the first place. Now however it was all gone and the only thing that seemed left was a shell of what was there. Crystal could only keep her hands in her head, that is until a voice called out to her. It was a voice that was familiar to her. Crystal ignored it as she kept her head buried in her hands.
Ana: Earth to Crystal… Earth to Crystal… Best friend is talking to you. You could at least look at her when she is trying to talk to you…
Crystal lifted her head up as she glanced back at Ana. Crystal didn’t say anything as she shook her head back at the blonde. Crystal couldn’t help but let a deep breath escape her lips as she replied back to her.
Crystal: What are you doing here?! Shouldn’t you be doing something else… Away from a loser like me?!
Ana just shook her head blowing that off as she sat beside Crystal.
Ana: ...Don’t even talk like that… So what you are going through a rough patch right now but don’t think for a second that questions the integrity of our friendship. You need to stop being so paranoid and just let some things before they really start getting to you.
Crystal just rolled her eyes as she chose to stay distant in return not being able to look back at her best friend.
Crystal: I don’t know if I can even believe in that right now Ana. I heard what was said on the top five Diamonds column. Hanna Grey said it best. I didn’t win the Ruby Championship, and you simply don’t like losers so that is going to make for a salty friendship.
Ana: ...Right and was there anything in that column that said I was going to save you tonight when Rayne was attacking your knee. I don’t care about what people think of me, and neither should you. Instead of getting so wrapped up in what others think why don’t you do what you do best. That’s what I always tend to do.
Crystal just nods her head as she looks back at Ana taking it all in.
Crystal: Right… You did save me but still I lost, and everyone remembers what you did with Kayla.
Ana just scoffs as she shakes her head back at Crystal.
Ana: Christina please. Kayla was merely a toy. She served a purpose you on the other hand are my friend, and if I didn’t give a crap about you. Do you think I would have honestly wasted anytime walking down to that ring and saving you tonight?! Yeah you lost, but if you would have rather have won a match instead of keeping your knees, and making sure your wrestling career stayed intact then you have some major issues.
Crystal just rolled her eyes as she cracks a smile.
Crystal: I guess I have been acting a little paranoid lately. Been letting things get the better of me. Only thing I can really work on is just picking myself up and trying harder the next time I go out there right?!
Ana: Now you need to stop with that type of talk. The goody two shoes act is making me sick. If I could give you any advice just be yourself, and the rest will follow… Now hurry up and get yourself changed. I think tonight seems like a great night for some best friend therapy, and I am thinking about going to the best restaurant that this city has to offer.
Crystal could only smile as she nodded her head in agreement. Maybe Ana wasn’t like what everyone presented to her. She did have a point and at the end of it the power of the friendship prevailed over anything that people have been saying.
I guess I have been struggling as of late, and I have no one to blame but myself. Perhaps I got too cocky for my own good. Perhaps it was the fact that I became over arrogant that became my undoing, and in the midst of everything Firenze wasn’t being complacent. She was being that of a champion. A woman who was looking to dispose of me, and she did exactly what she needed to do to rid me from contendership and to keep me away from my title. So now that has left me in a state of emptiness and brokenness.
To a point where I am questioning if I have it in me to repair what was broken, but truth be told the Ruby Championship ended up being the biggest curse to me. Because the very moment that I became the champion is the very moment that I started to take things easy. I became overly complacent, and I lost that drive, that fire, that determination that got me to what made me dominant in the first place.
I went from being a Bitch with an attitude who was wiping the mat with the competition taking out dumb cunt after dumb cunt, to allowing myself to become a stepping stone to all of those who wished to make a name off of me, and I am sick of being that for anyone. It’s time to get back to the fundamentals, and it’s time to go back to the basics, of being the over the top cunt that I know I can be.
I know I have fallen from grace and have found myself to competing on training grounds. Even the name of the show disgusts me because I don’t need a training ground when I know I am the main attraction. I am the grand marquee and I am the bitch you all came to see whether you wish to admit it or not.
Things aren’t as bad as they seem however because my one saving grace is that I actually get to compete in the main event of the show, and I still keep my Hollywood fame intact. Who do I have the pleasure in facing in my match on Training Grounds?! Oh it comes in the form of a stupid slut in Paige Garcia. A woman who at one point called me out on being a disgrace on being a woman from Southern California like herself, and you want to know what happened in that match?! She got her ass defeated in that debut by the likes of me.
We fought again with implications of receiving a shot at the Ruby Championship, and we all know how that match turned out. The fact is Paige no matter how hard you might try you could never walk a day in my shoes. You could never amount to being anything close to a Crystal Hilton. You are just a dumb slut who needs to know her place in this industry.
But it would be wrong of me to not give you ANY credit because when we faced before. I didn’t mind shitting all over you verbally. I didn’t mind calling you things such as a curtain jerker and all of the other profanities to go with that, and as I look at you now. You seemed to evolved past that because look at you, you are now in the main event.
You are in the main event with me?!
Aren’t you just thrilled… Aren’t you happy over this fact?!
You should be standing up waving your pom poms, because I am actually making you relevant. So go ahead bow before me. Congratulate me, and thank you for the hallmark moment. You should be praising your Goddess because I am bringing you in the spotlight. You have a few wins under you but everyone you have beaten I have beaten, and the losses that you have are all because of me.
You lost simply because you can’t beat me, and on Training Grounds you will once again learn that lesson on why I am just a better wrestler than you. I might be on a losing streak but IWF sure has a funny way of helping a girl find her mojo again and by placing her in the ring with a dumb cunt that she has owned time and time again. Let’s be honest here what chance do you really have?!
They say insanity is doing the same exact thing and yet expecting a different result. So let’s cut to the chase. Let’s cut to the spoilers. You and I have filmed two movies already with one another, and both of them have ended in the same way.
With me winning… The good guys don’t always win and in this trilogy I plan to stomp the fuck out of the hero where they might have to redo the entire series all over again. This is equivalent to a horror movie, and you are the dumb big boob broad who get’s off before the opening title scream.
You are worthless, your sister is equally worthless. The entire brand of garcia is worthless. There’s only room for one dominant Latina from Southern California in this company and you are looking at her. Perfection simply doesn’t fail, and I won’t stop at anything to get back to my winning ways again.
This is one rose that refuses to wither away...
Well howdy there pardner.