Post by Crystal Zdunich on Sept 28, 2015 2:40:25 GMT
Finally…
To be brutally honest it was a moment like this that I was absolutely waiting for because with the new direction that the company is going in when it comes to their Diamonds division this could be my moment to break out of my shell and make something of myself. This could be my golden opportunity and for the first time in my career of being in this company I have the chance to separate myself from the pack and prove that I belong to grace the same ring that the likes of Ana Jones, Amber Richards, Jessica Reed, and Eternity have. I get the chance to finally go out there and become an actual champion.
It’s that mere thought that gives me the drive and determination to push myself forward because I see this as my one way ticket to redemption. It sounds silly that I would have to put all my chips into this one basket but when you have had the career that I have had in this company all of you would be feeling the same exact way as well.
Every time I find myself in the ring with another opponent it seems like all they can do is harp on the same old shit. They can only mention how I am nothing without the company I keep whether it comes in the form of Zelda Knite or much recently Ana Jones. They forever see me as a woman stuck in the shadows and despite how much weight my name might hold in various other companies and organizations. When it comes to competing inside an IWF ring it hasn’t equated to much.
My biggest claim to fame while being here is being half of a Ruby Champion and even that was taken from me in my first outing. A title that I held only for it to leave my grasp in a one in done situation. To be honest it get’s absolutely irritating to hear the same old song and dance.
It’s the same shit night in and night out. You would think I am some talentless hack like Joanna Tarzanna but even I haven’t fallen that far from grace, so for those in the locker room who think my place in this company is to be the stepping stone for all of these new women to just kickstart their careers here. You better step the fuck back and maybe look elsewhere to the likes of Mercedes Vargas or keep using Tarzanna for free wins because I am not mediocre.
The only reason why I am not as successful as I could be is because I usually end up being my own worst enemy. I force myself from being the great talent that I know I can be because I just simply don’t give it my all, and I have no one to blame but myself. I can honestly run my mouth on why I am going to win. On what I plan to do differently this time but let’s just be honest and call a spade a spade here. As much as I run my mouth.
It’s not like any of you would believe in it?
After all I been preaching about the same old shit for the past three months now, and it’s been the same thing over and over again. I come in…I talk myself up. I get some people hooked and just when you are expecting for Hilton to finally capitalize on what she said she was going to do. Just when you finally expect her to back up the shit that she said she was going to do you all get left hanging because she just doesn’t come through in the clutch.
And this is a promise from here on out, that you won’t ever hear me talking like that again because I won’t ever go down that path again. The only real way to show change is not by talking it up but by proving it through action. After all it’s those actions that speak louder than words right?
So why not take this 6 way Maiden of Steel Elimination and show to everyone that I am a main event player. That I do have what it takes to be a champion, and that all the shit that everyone was saying about for the past three months can get flushed right down the toilet. After all one win changes everything right?
But I get it you all have your doubts and even I should. If you take a look at the last time I was in this type of match. The big Iron Maiden match to crowd a number one contender for the title I was the one that ended up getting pinned. It was me getting beaten that allowed Alexis to take her career to the next level, and I am sick and tired of being all used up like a dirty tampon.
That’s not what I am about. Considering my performance in that match it’s only safe to assume that I might be one of the first to go in this match. After all you mix the concept of submissions which I don’t like being put in and a ten count, and a knockout blow or a good timed submission can send me out of this thing.
Whatever despite this match being my biggest handicap. Despite what i showed in the Iron Maiden what a better way to win over everyone but winning a similar match in which I was a fuck up in.
A match that will go on until one person is left. I just need to have that Extreme Endurance. I need to be a survivor and once I get through it. I will be a Shieldmaiden. A lot seems to be at stake in this match but it’s do or die, and you will all see for yourself that perfection simply doesn’t fail…
Off Camera
For Those who have been following Crystal on Twitter she revealed a picture of an engagement ring around her finger, and that one photo was enough to tell the story of how she felt. Crystal ran around her home as she was jumping for joy. She was spinning around in circles as she looked down at the ring her eyes beaming with excitement.
Crystal: IT’S ABOUT TIME…. CRYSTAL HILTON IS ON THE MEND BABY!!!!!!!!! SHE’S ENGAGED, AND NOW I CAN FINALLY FINALLY FOCUS ON PLANNING THE BIGGEST WEDDING EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crystal smiles with excitement and that is when her daughter Brittany walks into the scene. She shakes her head in disgust as she looks over at her mother.
Brittany: Congratulations… It’s about time you got that ring. It only take you buying your own engagement ring. Who in their right mind ever heard of that even happening?
Crystal shakes her head as she looks back at Brittany.
Crystal: Hey you know how cheap Jonathan can be, and besides I deserve this… And you can’t say that I don’t. If you knew how to keep a boyfriend you would be excited as well.
Brittany: Meh… I prefer to move forward past the boyfriend phase rather focus on books and what have you. I mean my mother had me when she was fifteen and I rather not repeat the cycle.
Crystal nods her head passionately as she looks back at Brittany.
Crystal: Yeah… I totally agree with you… We don’t want you repeat what I did. In due time it will happen for you to but we got so much work to do. Of course auntie Jenny is going to be my Maid of Honor. There’s no one else that could take that away from her but what do you think about having Ana as one of my bridesmaids?
Brittany: That would actually be the smartest thing that you have done. Considering you marrying Jonathan is a mistake in itself but you should have Ana there.
Crystal: Why is that?!
Brittany: Because she sure knows how to stick it to dad… Not that I have anything against him but she had no qualms ripping him a new one.
Crystal: You mean how he always disappears how he never wins, and Alex jumped in on him, on making him feel like pure crap? We need a lot more of that in our lives and no offense about your father but he deserves every single one of those negative comments directed his way. Considering how much he tormented me. It was such a hassle to win custody over you.
Brittany: Well if it makes you feel better. There’s no offense taken. If it makes you feel better I plan to surpass both of my parents. Nothing personal it’s just I don’t want you both to weigh me down. I rather make a name for my own self and go from there, but call up Ana get her in your wedding because nowadays she might be the only one who would be willing to hear you speak. Well her and your own reflection in the mirror but that doesn’t really count does it?
Crystal however already stopped paying attention as she picks up the phone and begins to dial some numbers. She had to tell Ana the good news, and had to at least leave a message that she wanted her in her wedding.
So this is it everyone. Extreme Endurance. The night where six women will walk into a match and only one will emerge as a shieldmaiden. What makes this match magical is the fact that we can actually be the first to be something. Nobody hardly remembers who did something second, third or so on, but what they do remember is the first one to reach the top because it’s that first person who will forever go down in the history books. It’s that first person who will have their name etched in history and for a woman like me being the first to do something will make me better than everyone else.
Seems like a hard thing to do but I might as well suck and up, and go out there and do what I know I can do. Standing in my way however are five competitors who are more worthy to be in this match than I am. Let’s start with Mercedes Vargas.
Vargas you have been in IWF for a very long time now haven’t you? What the fuck happened to you? At one point you were a Ruby Champion and you gave it up to compete for the Diamonds Championship which didn’t really end so well for you did it? Hell out of everyone in this match you are the woman who by far has the most experience and yet here you are with the rest of us trying to fight for position to be the shieldmaiden. It’s a damn travesty that you have fell to the bottom as much as you have, but you are the one who has had a few shots at the Diamond’s Championship and it resulted in nothing.
You got your ass kicked and maybe you could pick up the pieces in this division. You know I have some respect for you considering we both were tag team champions together in a company a long time ago but whatever happened to that Argentine Assassin? Where the fuck did she go?
Did she just flat out disappeared because the woman who use to be the hunter who used to be the one hunting picking opponents apart is now the one who is being preyed upon and it’s just a damn shame. You are much better than that but yet you enjoy doing the same old shit and expect a different result.
That isn’t craft,or cool. It’s flat out stupid, and it’s insanity in the fullest. Perhaps we might get a glimpse of the Vargas who actually gave a fuck but then again we may get what we are used to seeing from you and that’s a living disappointment. Come on Vargas get that shit together.
But aside from the only one who is as inconsistent as I am there are the Garcia cunts. I will be honest. A few weeks ago when I lost to Sara I didn’t see that coming and you have to forgive me. It’s not because Sara isn’t a good wrestler or anything but after beating the hell out of Paige in every single outing you sort of get used to beating down on the same person over and over again but I was mistaken.
Negativity comments aside Sara you proved to be better than me, and the both of you together have been improving in great ways. It would take a fool to see you haven’t been making strides in the middle of the ring. A fool to see that you are more comfortable to back up the words that you say but you two are going to be in trouble when we step foot into that steel structure. What are you going to do when you two are forced to face one another? After all at the end of the day there can only be one winner?
Will someone’s ego get in the way? Will one be better than the other will you work together to rid the ring of everyone else or perhaps you both get knocked out early. No matter the case I respect you both even though there’s hatred considering you beat me in my last match here. You have earned my respect.
That brings me to Emma Danielson. Emma you and I we go way back and at a time we actually were teammates with one another. Out of everyone here you definitely have a lot to gain from a win because it puts you right in the fold. It puts you right in the running.
You have the experience and the strength to really take you far in this match and in a match that’s based off of endurance this match might favor you. So I will wait to see what you plan to do.
Last but not least Kayla Richards. I know for a fact you don’t like me. Whenever you speak I sort of get that vibe from you that I am by no means well liked by you. That you want to see better that you don’t think I am living up to my potential. It has nothing to do with the level of competition here. I can assure you that. Maybe I am not living up to my potential. For you, you have a lot of shoes to fill don’t you being related to Amber.
with a win you could step out from your relative’s shadow and actually become a champion, and that’s just an amazing thought.
All around there’s a lot at stake in this match but no one needs this win as much as I do. For me it’s about redemption. It’s about protecting my name, and showcasing why I am still one of the premier figures in women’s wrestling.
At Extreme Endurance everyone will see for themselves that this is the rose that refuses to wither away… See you out there and good luck. You definitely will need it.
To be brutally honest it was a moment like this that I was absolutely waiting for because with the new direction that the company is going in when it comes to their Diamonds division this could be my moment to break out of my shell and make something of myself. This could be my golden opportunity and for the first time in my career of being in this company I have the chance to separate myself from the pack and prove that I belong to grace the same ring that the likes of Ana Jones, Amber Richards, Jessica Reed, and Eternity have. I get the chance to finally go out there and become an actual champion.
It’s that mere thought that gives me the drive and determination to push myself forward because I see this as my one way ticket to redemption. It sounds silly that I would have to put all my chips into this one basket but when you have had the career that I have had in this company all of you would be feeling the same exact way as well.
Every time I find myself in the ring with another opponent it seems like all they can do is harp on the same old shit. They can only mention how I am nothing without the company I keep whether it comes in the form of Zelda Knite or much recently Ana Jones. They forever see me as a woman stuck in the shadows and despite how much weight my name might hold in various other companies and organizations. When it comes to competing inside an IWF ring it hasn’t equated to much.
My biggest claim to fame while being here is being half of a Ruby Champion and even that was taken from me in my first outing. A title that I held only for it to leave my grasp in a one in done situation. To be honest it get’s absolutely irritating to hear the same old song and dance.
It’s the same shit night in and night out. You would think I am some talentless hack like Joanna Tarzanna but even I haven’t fallen that far from grace, so for those in the locker room who think my place in this company is to be the stepping stone for all of these new women to just kickstart their careers here. You better step the fuck back and maybe look elsewhere to the likes of Mercedes Vargas or keep using Tarzanna for free wins because I am not mediocre.
The only reason why I am not as successful as I could be is because I usually end up being my own worst enemy. I force myself from being the great talent that I know I can be because I just simply don’t give it my all, and I have no one to blame but myself. I can honestly run my mouth on why I am going to win. On what I plan to do differently this time but let’s just be honest and call a spade a spade here. As much as I run my mouth.
It’s not like any of you would believe in it?
After all I been preaching about the same old shit for the past three months now, and it’s been the same thing over and over again. I come in…I talk myself up. I get some people hooked and just when you are expecting for Hilton to finally capitalize on what she said she was going to do. Just when you finally expect her to back up the shit that she said she was going to do you all get left hanging because she just doesn’t come through in the clutch.
And this is a promise from here on out, that you won’t ever hear me talking like that again because I won’t ever go down that path again. The only real way to show change is not by talking it up but by proving it through action. After all it’s those actions that speak louder than words right?
So why not take this 6 way Maiden of Steel Elimination and show to everyone that I am a main event player. That I do have what it takes to be a champion, and that all the shit that everyone was saying about for the past three months can get flushed right down the toilet. After all one win changes everything right?
But I get it you all have your doubts and even I should. If you take a look at the last time I was in this type of match. The big Iron Maiden match to crowd a number one contender for the title I was the one that ended up getting pinned. It was me getting beaten that allowed Alexis to take her career to the next level, and I am sick and tired of being all used up like a dirty tampon.
That’s not what I am about. Considering my performance in that match it’s only safe to assume that I might be one of the first to go in this match. After all you mix the concept of submissions which I don’t like being put in and a ten count, and a knockout blow or a good timed submission can send me out of this thing.
Whatever despite this match being my biggest handicap. Despite what i showed in the Iron Maiden what a better way to win over everyone but winning a similar match in which I was a fuck up in.
A match that will go on until one person is left. I just need to have that Extreme Endurance. I need to be a survivor and once I get through it. I will be a Shieldmaiden. A lot seems to be at stake in this match but it’s do or die, and you will all see for yourself that perfection simply doesn’t fail…
Off Camera
For Those who have been following Crystal on Twitter she revealed a picture of an engagement ring around her finger, and that one photo was enough to tell the story of how she felt. Crystal ran around her home as she was jumping for joy. She was spinning around in circles as she looked down at the ring her eyes beaming with excitement.
Crystal: IT’S ABOUT TIME…. CRYSTAL HILTON IS ON THE MEND BABY!!!!!!!!! SHE’S ENGAGED, AND NOW I CAN FINALLY FINALLY FOCUS ON PLANNING THE BIGGEST WEDDING EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crystal smiles with excitement and that is when her daughter Brittany walks into the scene. She shakes her head in disgust as she looks over at her mother.
Brittany: Congratulations… It’s about time you got that ring. It only take you buying your own engagement ring. Who in their right mind ever heard of that even happening?
Crystal shakes her head as she looks back at Brittany.
Crystal: Hey you know how cheap Jonathan can be, and besides I deserve this… And you can’t say that I don’t. If you knew how to keep a boyfriend you would be excited as well.
Brittany: Meh… I prefer to move forward past the boyfriend phase rather focus on books and what have you. I mean my mother had me when she was fifteen and I rather not repeat the cycle.
Crystal nods her head passionately as she looks back at Brittany.
Crystal: Yeah… I totally agree with you… We don’t want you repeat what I did. In due time it will happen for you to but we got so much work to do. Of course auntie Jenny is going to be my Maid of Honor. There’s no one else that could take that away from her but what do you think about having Ana as one of my bridesmaids?
Brittany: That would actually be the smartest thing that you have done. Considering you marrying Jonathan is a mistake in itself but you should have Ana there.
Crystal: Why is that?!
Brittany: Because she sure knows how to stick it to dad… Not that I have anything against him but she had no qualms ripping him a new one.
Crystal: You mean how he always disappears how he never wins, and Alex jumped in on him, on making him feel like pure crap? We need a lot more of that in our lives and no offense about your father but he deserves every single one of those negative comments directed his way. Considering how much he tormented me. It was such a hassle to win custody over you.
Brittany: Well if it makes you feel better. There’s no offense taken. If it makes you feel better I plan to surpass both of my parents. Nothing personal it’s just I don’t want you both to weigh me down. I rather make a name for my own self and go from there, but call up Ana get her in your wedding because nowadays she might be the only one who would be willing to hear you speak. Well her and your own reflection in the mirror but that doesn’t really count does it?
Crystal however already stopped paying attention as she picks up the phone and begins to dial some numbers. She had to tell Ana the good news, and had to at least leave a message that she wanted her in her wedding.
So this is it everyone. Extreme Endurance. The night where six women will walk into a match and only one will emerge as a shieldmaiden. What makes this match magical is the fact that we can actually be the first to be something. Nobody hardly remembers who did something second, third or so on, but what they do remember is the first one to reach the top because it’s that first person who will forever go down in the history books. It’s that first person who will have their name etched in history and for a woman like me being the first to do something will make me better than everyone else.
Seems like a hard thing to do but I might as well suck and up, and go out there and do what I know I can do. Standing in my way however are five competitors who are more worthy to be in this match than I am. Let’s start with Mercedes Vargas.
Vargas you have been in IWF for a very long time now haven’t you? What the fuck happened to you? At one point you were a Ruby Champion and you gave it up to compete for the Diamonds Championship which didn’t really end so well for you did it? Hell out of everyone in this match you are the woman who by far has the most experience and yet here you are with the rest of us trying to fight for position to be the shieldmaiden. It’s a damn travesty that you have fell to the bottom as much as you have, but you are the one who has had a few shots at the Diamond’s Championship and it resulted in nothing.
You got your ass kicked and maybe you could pick up the pieces in this division. You know I have some respect for you considering we both were tag team champions together in a company a long time ago but whatever happened to that Argentine Assassin? Where the fuck did she go?
Did she just flat out disappeared because the woman who use to be the hunter who used to be the one hunting picking opponents apart is now the one who is being preyed upon and it’s just a damn shame. You are much better than that but yet you enjoy doing the same old shit and expect a different result.
That isn’t craft,or cool. It’s flat out stupid, and it’s insanity in the fullest. Perhaps we might get a glimpse of the Vargas who actually gave a fuck but then again we may get what we are used to seeing from you and that’s a living disappointment. Come on Vargas get that shit together.
But aside from the only one who is as inconsistent as I am there are the Garcia cunts. I will be honest. A few weeks ago when I lost to Sara I didn’t see that coming and you have to forgive me. It’s not because Sara isn’t a good wrestler or anything but after beating the hell out of Paige in every single outing you sort of get used to beating down on the same person over and over again but I was mistaken.
Negativity comments aside Sara you proved to be better than me, and the both of you together have been improving in great ways. It would take a fool to see you haven’t been making strides in the middle of the ring. A fool to see that you are more comfortable to back up the words that you say but you two are going to be in trouble when we step foot into that steel structure. What are you going to do when you two are forced to face one another? After all at the end of the day there can only be one winner?
Will someone’s ego get in the way? Will one be better than the other will you work together to rid the ring of everyone else or perhaps you both get knocked out early. No matter the case I respect you both even though there’s hatred considering you beat me in my last match here. You have earned my respect.
That brings me to Emma Danielson. Emma you and I we go way back and at a time we actually were teammates with one another. Out of everyone here you definitely have a lot to gain from a win because it puts you right in the fold. It puts you right in the running.
You have the experience and the strength to really take you far in this match and in a match that’s based off of endurance this match might favor you. So I will wait to see what you plan to do.
Last but not least Kayla Richards. I know for a fact you don’t like me. Whenever you speak I sort of get that vibe from you that I am by no means well liked by you. That you want to see better that you don’t think I am living up to my potential. It has nothing to do with the level of competition here. I can assure you that. Maybe I am not living up to my potential. For you, you have a lot of shoes to fill don’t you being related to Amber.
with a win you could step out from your relative’s shadow and actually become a champion, and that’s just an amazing thought.
All around there’s a lot at stake in this match but no one needs this win as much as I do. For me it’s about redemption. It’s about protecting my name, and showcasing why I am still one of the premier figures in women’s wrestling.
At Extreme Endurance everyone will see for themselves that this is the rose that refuses to wither away… See you out there and good luck. You definitely will need it.
Well howdy there pardner.