Post by Crystal Zdunich on Feb 1, 2016 5:37:11 GMT
Hey everyone… This is the one and only Silver Screen Queen Crystal Millar. I feel like I have been at this forever now, and everyone is waiting in anticipation of when is the change going to happen. When is your’s truly going to rise up? When is she actually going to go down to the confines of that ring and start to live up to her potential.
I know all you seem to get every single week is the same old song and dance. Oh here comes Crystal, she’s going to talk up how great she is. She is going to preach how she used to be something in the wrestling world, and share the stories of how she rode the limelight, and the way that it carried her very far in this business that we call professional wrestling.. It’s a good thing to live out in the glory days of what I once was and try to ascend to where I used to be.
But that’s the one thing that I hate and it’s the one thing that everyone finds a way to bring up again and again. They constantly shove it down my throat every single time they are booked in a match with me. Honestly it doesn’t matter if it’s on the lines of Kayla Richards. All the way to the Garcia cunts, to Alexis Caffery.
Hell it doesn’t even matter if it’s sorry ass Fiona McFly, but the message is loud and clear, and it’s always the same. No matter the person behind the voice. I always get told that I am washed up. That I am a hasbeen, and all the time that I spend talking is all the time that someone else is getting better. It’s when the level of competition is rising up to a point that I just can’t keep up with and everyone else is passing me by.
When did that ever become the case?
When was it that I was the woman that was to be left in the dust and couldn’t keep up with the wrestlers of this generation?
I am fed up listening to that nonsense but it’s a bunch of fucking bullshit. I AM NOT WASHED UP NOR A HAS BEEN FOR THAT MATTER… I know I have the ability to be on my A Game… After all when I am on, I am definitely on but when I am off. It seems I miss the mark entirely. It’s time to shake things up, and it’s time to get right back to the fucking basics.
It started during the summer of last year when everyone thought I was just there. Like I was wandering around this company like a chicken with it’s head cut off. I lacked direction. I was just spewing shit in hopes it would stick in places, and all I got in return was that I was just one match away from packing my bags and leaving this company. After all when it comes to Crystal Hilton (Millar) in this company that seems to be par for the course doesn’t it?
I aim at shit randomly. I get my ass kicked, and then I disappear for months upon months because I can’t handle it anymore. Making this grand return hoping that things could be different only to fall short again.
As much as all of you on this roster spewed that nonsense. Guess who didn’t leave?! Guess who took her beatings… That’s right it was ME!
Or how about I always had my nose up Ana’s ass. Telling me it’s my place in this company to be up under someone else? That nonsense was launched in my direction by Rayne and it just seemed to carry on. Yet I really can’t be up anyone’s ass considering she is pregnant and it’s just me out there.
But those comments seem to have faded away… Because I AM MY OWN WOMAN!
I AM DOING THINGS BY MYSELF…
But do I get credit for it no! A few weeks ago… Kayla is out here telling me that I need to rebuild on my professional career. Sara tells me that I could never be the Diamond that she, her sister, or Alexis is, and how I am nothing but a fraud who lives on name value. And then just last week you have Alexis who tells me I am not good enough to keep up with the Future of the business.
Is that what all of you think of me? You just think I am some washed up cunt who can’t hack it anymore? Since when did being 28 make me old and out of shape with the rest of the business?! I have been wrestling since 17 years of age. Training right in the heart of Mexico under my father.
Crafting my Lucha game. Being the best wrestler I could possibly be. When did all of that just fade away and turn to shit? And now it has to come to the point that I am being handed a Diamond’s title shot as a way to get the belt off of Alexis?
That’s absolute bullshit.
You can give me the hand me outs to scrubs like Fiona and Emma Danielson, but the Silver Screen Queen is way above that shit, and at Metamorphosis you are going to see the transformation of yours truly. I will morph from being just a Queen of Movies to being the Queen of the entire company.
So go eff yourself Conway, eff yourself Alexis, Fiona, Emma. It doesn’t matter anymore. It’s time that I start getting mines, and that officially starts at Metamorphosis. No more playing games. It’s time to bow down in the presence of greatness bitches. Welcome to my Queendom…
Off Camera
Los Angeles, California
What Happened?
{Crystal was inside her home and it is there where she found herself in her achievements room. Every single championship she had ever won was plastered on the wall. She had a whole wall of accomplishments ranging from tag titles, to world titles, to even yearly awards. She walked over to one part of the wall and looked at it in disgust. It was the 2011 portion of the wall. Her eyes moved across this section intensely as she couldn’t take her eyes off of it. She sighed as she stared at an award that read 2011 TOS Ranked #1 Women’s Wrestler Crystal Hilton… However the more she looked at it was the more she became frustrated.}
Crystal: You know what… Fuck this!
{Crystal screamed as she pulled the award off of the wall and slammed it against the floor. Best High Flyer 2011… She pulled that award off as well. She yanked down her World Championship belts off of the wall and started to create a lot of commotion. It wasn’t long before she went into a frenzy and started ripping down everything. Her husband Jonathan made his way into the room and he quickly grabbed his wife from behind putting her into a full nelson.}
Crystal: JONATHAN get your damn hands off of me!
Jonathan: No! Not until you calm down bloody woman!
{Crystal did exactly the opposite of that however as she kicked about furiously. Her legs banging against various things in the room. Her hands moving up Jonathan’s arms as she couldn’t help but scratch him, but Jonathan didn’t break his grip. He just squeezed her tighter than before.}
Jonathan: Are you going to calm down?!
Crystal: Yes I will just let me go!!!!
{Finally after a few moments Jonathan decides to let go and that’s when Crystal begins to hold her arm in pain. Jonathan looks deep in her eyes as he looks at all of the damage awards in the room. He picks up the damage plaque that reads ranked #1 and holds it up before she he tries to put it on the wall.}
Jonathan: Besides I don’t quite understand why you did what you did anyway… You should be proud of these awards. Treasure them, not destroy them. It took a lot of hard work to get to where you are at and it’s a sign of all of your accomplishments in this business.
{Crystal however blows him off as she stares daggers into his eyes.}
Crystal: And why should I be proud of any of it?! It’s not like that’s who I am anymore. All people see is who I am now which is a shell of my former self. They don’t see what I used to be…
Jonathan: Have you ever considered that maybe they see you that way because that’s the only thing that you have shown them?!
Crystal: What do you mean?!
Jonathan: What I am trying to say is that’s all you seem to do nowadays. You don’t ever focus on the here and now. You get caught up in living in the past.
Crystal: I do?!
Jonathan: Yes you do it more often than you realize… You come out talk up how great you were back in the day come down to the ring and expect that to carry you in your matches. While you talk yourself up everyone you are fighting gets tired of it.
Crystal: In what way?
Jonathan: It’s because they feel you are disrespecting them. You put more time into talking yourself up than you do focusing on the threat your opponent is, and that can be quite irritating. If I was in the ring with you I would seriously smack the shit out of you if you thought you were going to beat me on name value alone. It’s an insult to me, it’s like nothing I do even matters to you.
{Jonathan takes a breath as he continues to speak.}
Jonathan: But that’s all you do. You just talk yourself up and when things don’t necessarily go your way. You want to go hide behind someone in hopes that they could build you up. That they could help you with your problems. It happens every time you run to Ana, and before that it was Sydney, and before that it was your sister Cherrie. It’s what you are known for.
Crystal: So how do I break myself out of that habit?
Jonathan: Stop living in the past! It’s good to reflect on the past for a bit, but it shouldn’t be your basis for everything. Things change over time and what you did back then may not apply to today because the competition is always getting better. Everyone is getting hungrier, and people are willing to do whatever it takes to get to that top spot. You honestly want to know what a difference five years can make? What you aren’t doing now that you used to do back then?
Crystal: And what exactly is that?!
Jonathan sighs offering a long deep breath as he looks deeply into his wife’s eyes.
Jonathan: You aren’t putting in the same work that you did back then. What I mean is back then you were the one entering the wrestling world wanting the top spot. You were the woman on the mission. The woman who worked her bloody arse off every day in the gym to get to the top, but yet in the years following. You got too complacent. You became satisfied by just being there, and you really never had that same fire anymore.
Crystal: I see…
Jonathan: Yet in the same token there are others who are rising up who are now in the position you were at five years ago. They see you and want to make a name off by beating you. Instead of getting fired up again you rather just let it happen and cry about it. Don’t cry… Pick yourself up and you work your ass off to get back on top. The more work you put into something the better chance you will have.
Jonathan looks at the wall as he walks past the years 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, and now to 2016. For the majority the wall seems empty after the year 2012, and he smiles as he looks back at Crystal.
Jonathan: I am not saying it’s going to happen overnight but if you put that work in like you did before. These walls will get filled… There will be more entries and the story of Crystal Millar will continue to fill itself with more chapters. The real question Christina is do you personally believe in it?
Crystal: You know that I do…
Jonathan: Well don’t tell me. Don’t tell yourself. Simply prove it… Prove that you want it to become true. Make the adjustments and when you done… I guarantee you we won’t ever have this conversation again. Now go do what I know you can do. Be that queen you seek out to be…
{With that Crystal can only nod her head in agreement as we go to elsewhere.}
So I fully understand it. When you all look at me…
The only thing running through all of your minds is Kayla’s whipping post. Or perhaps the woman that couldn’t get past the likes of Firenze. After all I am nothing more than your half of champion. Is that what all of you think of me?! Well excuse me but at the PPV you will witness the official Metamorphosis of Crystal Millar and it starts in that Fatal Four Way Diamonds match. To be more precise it starts with you Alexis because you are a load of horse shit in a jar.
Who the hell do you think you are anyway to tell me that you used to like me? That the Garcias are going to be the future of wrestling. The end all to be all to the Diamonds Division.
Let’s not forget that there was a time that I used to be stomping the hell out of Paige. I beat that San Diego piece of shit senseless. In every single match I put her firmly in her place. There was a time where she hated being booked against me because that would be just another match where I would beat her yet again.
But something went wrong? And honestly the thing that went wrong is when I won the Ruby Championship because then I did get complacent. The fame and everything went to my head, and it’s as if I stopped trying. So yes I will openly admit that they may have surpassed me for a short time but I haven’t been able to realize it until now that I just shut down.
I stopped doing what I was doing to get to the big dance but that doesn’t mean I lost complete sight of who I was, and lately the numbers game has been getting the better of me.
But all I did was complain about it and I didn’t do anything that resembles stepping the fuck up, and I am here right now to tell you it doesn’t matter anymore. It’s not that the Garcias got better than me. It’s that they adapted more to the shortcomings of the business, and lately you seem to have taken the same route.
If it was you out there defending your title on your own so be it. Like remember how I kept complaining about Kayla for the longest? At least with Kayla she knocked me the Eff out with a pair of brass knuckles…
IT WAS HER THAT KNOCKED ME OUT… Not random Garcia cunts 1 and 2 doing her dirty work for her, and look at Kayla now. She’s a fighting champion doing what she has to do to defend her title ON HER OWN…
But you on the other hand have resorted to cheap ass tactics and you rely on two people to bail you out. You call yourself a fighting champion but the moment Kathy Conway announced this title match you were upset because it dawned on you.
It dawned that you could lose your title without being in the final decision and I think that’s where it hurts. Let me tell you something though. If I am going to win this match I want it to be by laying you the fuck out.
I don’t need to take out Emma or Fiona just to win a title here. I want to be the champion by simply beating the woman that currently holds it because that would be the definitive win for me.
You are only a champion because you haven’t faced me yet and you can ask anyone. That when I am on my game… I am on it and I can’t be touched. If I hold that title I won’t rely on others to just bail me out when the going get’s tough. I will find my own way to win. I will make that title my own.
Hook or crook… It will be ME that holds that title and I will proudly welcome all challengers with a grin on my face. Not seething in anger because Kathy Conway does some shit you don’t like. Grow up and grow a pair.
If I didn’t grow up I would have hit the door the moment that everyone mocked me about half a title. Watching everyone pass me by plus everything else but guess what Lexi… Guess who’s standing in this bitch! Guess who is still fighting. Guess who is ready to take your Queendom and make it into her own?!
That’s right you are looking at that woman. Crystal Millar!
I have been in this company for a very long time and this will mark my very first shot at the Diamonds Championship. My very first attempt at being THE woman in the company and its been a long time since I have been considered the woman. Always the bridesmaid and never the bride.
This match changes that whole concept, and by winning. Every single thing that everyone has been saying about me will go away because I will have the title that says differently. So go ahead… You gonna talk me down like you did before? Tell me I am irrelevant? Or that the Garcia cunts were right?
Think whatever you want but make sure you think of your career WITHOUT the Diamonds Championship because I am about to get mine and I will be damned if I let you get in the way of that.
And last but not least you have Fiona McFly and of course Emma Danielson left in this match. Fiona let me make something clear to you, and honestly I am saying this as a friend! Well that is if you wish to call me that. Because to be brutally honest in this world of wrestling world that aren’t any friends especially since the Diamond’s Championship is at stake.
I do appreciate you coming down to the ring to help even the odds out last week. It’s appreciated but don’t expect us to be all buddy, buddy in this upcoming match at Metamorphosis. I am entering that ring with one purpose and one purpose only. That one purpose is to become the Diamonds Champion and I won’t let you get in the way of that!
To put it honest you simply suck. How many times have you tried to rise up and win a match? Let’s be honest here, and then a few weeks ago you get pinned by that inconsistent little punk rocker who only has a win under her belt. One single win and you manage to fuck that match up?
How awful could you possibly be? Don’t answer that… It’s a rhetorical question.
The fact is you have no business being in this match. Hell I don’t even have business being in this match but what are you going to do in the confines of the ring? Do what you normally do? Suck it up… Take your licks and stride, and try to talk up trying better next time?
You do realize there might not be a next time right? You have to actually win matches to get into contention matches to actually be in spots such like this one. Just like me you got your ass handed to you by a Garcia cunt. So what are you planning to do differently to change the outcome especially considering you are going to be up against the champ?
I don’t give a damn about your ego, and you trying to talk up that this division is your family, and you are going to do whatever it takes to protect your family. I don’t need you to do ANYTHING for me. I don’t need you to rise up like you are the spokeswoman for all of the Diamonds Division.
The only thing that needs to be spoken for is the way I am going to brutally hurt you in this match. Because if I win the title I am will be the spotlight. I will be the main attraction. I will be the image for all of the Diamonds in this company, not you. Eating that humble pie every week and trying to fight the good fight it just doesn’t work, and nobody needs you to stand up for anyone.
What have you of all people done to merit yourself as the spokeswoman or the one take charge for anything? Lose every single match in every single outing?
Please… It’s becoming the same old song and dance. But you are getting your big chance now.
This is your chance to finally put up or shut the fuck up, but knowing the pressure that’s on the line this is where you crumble under the pressure. This is where you do the same old, same old, and I bet you will happily be satisfied with it too.
Shows how pathetic you are honestly. Do something. You want to be taken seriously? Step up actually start doing something win some matches, because when you win the big one you could have everything you have ever hoped for. You will finally be that leader you so desperately want to be..
But let’s be honest. It’s not happening. You haven’t shown anything in the past so why start now? Keep being that waste of space while I proudly embrace my spotlight. It’s what you are honestly meant for right?
Off Camera
Back To The Basics
Mexico City, Mexico
For Crystal it was about getting back to the basics and she found herself at her wrestling school in Mexico City, Mexico. It was the school that her father had owned but it was passed down to her and she decided to leave the school in the hands of her brother and her father’s number one student Nathan. Crystal wasn’t alone as she walked around with her daughter Brittany. The teenage girl smiled as she took it all in walking up to a statue of her grandfather. Crystal’s late father Pedro Lopez. Crystal stood next to the giant statue as her daughter grinned at it.
Brittany: Wow so grandpa really was good wasn’t he?
Crystal: Yeah he was one of the absolute best. If it wasn’t for him and his tough training I wouldn’t even be a wrestler.
As Crystal stood next to the statue just analyzing everything about it, that’s when a figure walked over to where she was standing. It was her brother Jamal and he couldn’t help but smile as his afro was picked out. He stood next to his baby sister as he looked at the statue as well.
Jamal: Just a tough trainer? I do believe you were the girl that was crying up a storm constantly. How dad’s training was too hard. How coming to Mexico was a bad idea, and your life would have been much better going back to the states.
Brittany: Wait mom was crying it up?!
Crystal: I WASN’T CRYING IT UP… Something was just in my eyes!
Jamal: Don’t listen to that Britt… Your mom here was about your age, and she was quite mouthy. Every time she decided to talk back to pops he made her run suicides. He made her get in shape. It was probably the best discipline that she has ever received in her entire life.
Brittany: Wait she was actually listening to someone other than herself talk?
Jamal: Dad wasn’t a joke… He really laid the law down but because of it. Crystal was able to make something of herself. She became a successful wrestler because of it. Well that is until she let all of the superstardom go to her head.
Crystal: I AM A SILVER SCREEN QUEEN!
Jamal: Right who’s movies go right to the bargain bin! But come on sis what brings you out here anyway?
Crystal thinks about it as she looks around staring at all of the students wrestling. Even her own protege Ashley was over on one side of the school training hard before she looks back at Jamal.
Crystal: Just trying to figure out what’s missing from my own wrestling career. I had a meltdown the other day at home, and now I have the chance to be a top tier champion again. It’s five years since I was even in the position to do so.
Brittany: And to make a long story short she lost her way. Let the fame get to her head.
Jamal: Ahhh yes the Rocky Three syndrome…
Brittany: Rocky 3?!
Jamal: Yeah Rocky beats Apollo Creed becomes World Champion and instead of going about the basics doing what is necessary to keep the title. It becomes more about the fame and fortune. To the point he loses sight of himself and gets his ass knocked out.
Crystal: GET TO THE POINT!
Jamal: Well… He needs to find his way again.
Crystal: Jamal… I been off the fucking course for five years!
Jamal: I could have told you that much! Considering every time I see you on television you are getting your ass beat again and again.
Crystal: So what should I do… I don’t want this Diamonds Championship to pass me by.
Jamal looks around and grins before he turns her attention back over to the students.
Jamal: Well remember when you were a student here?
Crystal: Duh…
Jamal: Well you need to channel what each of these students are channeling. How they entered through these doors with dreams. Dreams to one day become a professional wrestler. That’s what makes them different from you. The love of the sport. Fame, fortune, money, status… All of that will come, but they are all here for the love of the sport. The dream to wrestle.
Brittany: Wow look at all of them go.
Jamal: They know that they need to take their licks in order to get somewhere in the business. What you need to do Crystal is get right back to it. Put yourself in their shoes again. Do it for the wrestling and when you allow that to happen. The rest will be history. 11 years ago you left this school with a purpose. Dad labeled you as the chosen one. It’s time you get back to being the woman he saw.
Crystal keeps looking at the statue as she nods her head in agreement.
Crystal: And I won’t let him down… I refuse too.
Jamal: Good, but more importantly don’t let yourself down because you should be wrestling for you. Not for a title, not for anything else because it’s the way you know how to express yourself. All of these students they just want a chance to get into a professional ring. You have that luxury but take it for granted. Never lose sight of why you wrestle.
Crystal looked at the students again before she turned to the father of her statue.
Crystal: I promise not to let you down dad… I think I found myself again..
Crystal nodded as she started to head in the direction of the students. It was time to get back to the basics again
Last but not least there’s you Emma Danielson. A woman who happens to be on friendly terms with Kathy Conway. Yet I honestly couldn’t give a shit. But let’s face the facts you are another one who clearly doesn’t deserve this shot. You got on my bad side and this ranges back to a few months ago when you thought it was cute to attack me in the middle of a tag team match.
You remember that Emma?
You attacked me and basically walked away from a match leaving me to get beat down in the middle of a ring. It’s kinda messed up considering at one point in my career I actually considered you a friend. I actually considered you a drinking buddy.
Someone I could actually get along with. Someone I respected in this business yet you decided to take a big shit on me inside of the ring and for what purpose because you were sick of it all? Where did that get you?
NOWHERE! You might try to portray yourself as this bad bitch but more often than not you just appear to be a puppet. A woman who is to be used by Kathy Conway, and it’s absolutely sad. Considering a few weeks ago you were popping off at the mouth how you are helping Kathy because she’s your friend… It’s messed up logic since you were my FRIEND but you stabbed me in the back for what purpose?
Because as you said you are sick of MY SHIT?!
Bitch how you gonna be sick of someone’s shit when you are the one who has her head so far up Kathy Conway’s ass that you can smell her SHIT! Your logic is flawed and you are just an awful wrestler. Where has following Conway got you?
Opportunities that you obviously dropped the ball on? Which will include this one because there’s no way in hell you will be walking away with a win in this match. But it finally dawned on me. You are the exact opposite of Fiona. Fiona is all jelly because she secretly wants to taste Kathy’s shit and you are the one so happy to be eating and smelling it!
Seems like you both are just completely awful, and while you get satisfied on receiving handouts from Kathy Conway I will pride myself on beating the hell out of everyone in this match. On paper this match is made because Alexis is getting too cocky for her own good. She’s becoming too powerful and she needs to be stopped but what nobody realizes is that WHEN I become Diamonds Champion.
I plan to be much worse than any other champion has been before. I will be pretentious. I will rub it in everyone’s faces because I know I will be the top bitch in this company, and no one can tell me differently.
So Kathy you know you done fucked up right? You are probably hoping one of us beat down on one another just to take the belt off of Alexis but WHAT YOU DON’T COMPREHEND is I am not thinking you for anything.
I am out here for one purpose and one purpose only. To create my own destiny. To establish my own name in the history books and to deliver a major fuck you to everyone who thought I wasn’t good enough to hang in this company.
Metamorphosis will be my night and I will be damned if anyone tells me differently. Bring the Garcia cunts. Bring Kathy Conway, hell Fiona you can bring whatever you want, but I refuse to be denied. I refuse to be told I am not good enough.
Move out of the way you worthless bitches… It’s about time I take the spotlight for myself.
LIGHTS
CAMERA
ACTION
I do believe that’s my cue. I will win the title and take my exit stage left.
ALL HAIL THE SILVER SCREEN QUEEN!!!!!!! And get ready for a new Queen to ascend. One that is Crystal Millar.
Sit back and watch… The sequel will of course follow with my coronation. You messed up Kathy… You really messed up…
I know all you seem to get every single week is the same old song and dance. Oh here comes Crystal, she’s going to talk up how great she is. She is going to preach how she used to be something in the wrestling world, and share the stories of how she rode the limelight, and the way that it carried her very far in this business that we call professional wrestling.. It’s a good thing to live out in the glory days of what I once was and try to ascend to where I used to be.
But that’s the one thing that I hate and it’s the one thing that everyone finds a way to bring up again and again. They constantly shove it down my throat every single time they are booked in a match with me. Honestly it doesn’t matter if it’s on the lines of Kayla Richards. All the way to the Garcia cunts, to Alexis Caffery.
Hell it doesn’t even matter if it’s sorry ass Fiona McFly, but the message is loud and clear, and it’s always the same. No matter the person behind the voice. I always get told that I am washed up. That I am a hasbeen, and all the time that I spend talking is all the time that someone else is getting better. It’s when the level of competition is rising up to a point that I just can’t keep up with and everyone else is passing me by.
When did that ever become the case?
When was it that I was the woman that was to be left in the dust and couldn’t keep up with the wrestlers of this generation?
I am fed up listening to that nonsense but it’s a bunch of fucking bullshit. I AM NOT WASHED UP NOR A HAS BEEN FOR THAT MATTER… I know I have the ability to be on my A Game… After all when I am on, I am definitely on but when I am off. It seems I miss the mark entirely. It’s time to shake things up, and it’s time to get right back to the fucking basics.
It started during the summer of last year when everyone thought I was just there. Like I was wandering around this company like a chicken with it’s head cut off. I lacked direction. I was just spewing shit in hopes it would stick in places, and all I got in return was that I was just one match away from packing my bags and leaving this company. After all when it comes to Crystal Hilton (Millar) in this company that seems to be par for the course doesn’t it?
I aim at shit randomly. I get my ass kicked, and then I disappear for months upon months because I can’t handle it anymore. Making this grand return hoping that things could be different only to fall short again.
As much as all of you on this roster spewed that nonsense. Guess who didn’t leave?! Guess who took her beatings… That’s right it was ME!
Or how about I always had my nose up Ana’s ass. Telling me it’s my place in this company to be up under someone else? That nonsense was launched in my direction by Rayne and it just seemed to carry on. Yet I really can’t be up anyone’s ass considering she is pregnant and it’s just me out there.
But those comments seem to have faded away… Because I AM MY OWN WOMAN!
I AM DOING THINGS BY MYSELF…
But do I get credit for it no! A few weeks ago… Kayla is out here telling me that I need to rebuild on my professional career. Sara tells me that I could never be the Diamond that she, her sister, or Alexis is, and how I am nothing but a fraud who lives on name value. And then just last week you have Alexis who tells me I am not good enough to keep up with the Future of the business.
Is that what all of you think of me? You just think I am some washed up cunt who can’t hack it anymore? Since when did being 28 make me old and out of shape with the rest of the business?! I have been wrestling since 17 years of age. Training right in the heart of Mexico under my father.
Crafting my Lucha game. Being the best wrestler I could possibly be. When did all of that just fade away and turn to shit? And now it has to come to the point that I am being handed a Diamond’s title shot as a way to get the belt off of Alexis?
That’s absolute bullshit.
You can give me the hand me outs to scrubs like Fiona and Emma Danielson, but the Silver Screen Queen is way above that shit, and at Metamorphosis you are going to see the transformation of yours truly. I will morph from being just a Queen of Movies to being the Queen of the entire company.
So go eff yourself Conway, eff yourself Alexis, Fiona, Emma. It doesn’t matter anymore. It’s time that I start getting mines, and that officially starts at Metamorphosis. No more playing games. It’s time to bow down in the presence of greatness bitches. Welcome to my Queendom…
Off Camera
Los Angeles, California
What Happened?
{Crystal was inside her home and it is there where she found herself in her achievements room. Every single championship she had ever won was plastered on the wall. She had a whole wall of accomplishments ranging from tag titles, to world titles, to even yearly awards. She walked over to one part of the wall and looked at it in disgust. It was the 2011 portion of the wall. Her eyes moved across this section intensely as she couldn’t take her eyes off of it. She sighed as she stared at an award that read 2011 TOS Ranked #1 Women’s Wrestler Crystal Hilton… However the more she looked at it was the more she became frustrated.}
Crystal: You know what… Fuck this!
{Crystal screamed as she pulled the award off of the wall and slammed it against the floor. Best High Flyer 2011… She pulled that award off as well. She yanked down her World Championship belts off of the wall and started to create a lot of commotion. It wasn’t long before she went into a frenzy and started ripping down everything. Her husband Jonathan made his way into the room and he quickly grabbed his wife from behind putting her into a full nelson.}
Crystal: JONATHAN get your damn hands off of me!
Jonathan: No! Not until you calm down bloody woman!
{Crystal did exactly the opposite of that however as she kicked about furiously. Her legs banging against various things in the room. Her hands moving up Jonathan’s arms as she couldn’t help but scratch him, but Jonathan didn’t break his grip. He just squeezed her tighter than before.}
Jonathan: Are you going to calm down?!
Crystal: Yes I will just let me go!!!!
{Finally after a few moments Jonathan decides to let go and that’s when Crystal begins to hold her arm in pain. Jonathan looks deep in her eyes as he looks at all of the damage awards in the room. He picks up the damage plaque that reads ranked #1 and holds it up before she he tries to put it on the wall.}
Jonathan: Besides I don’t quite understand why you did what you did anyway… You should be proud of these awards. Treasure them, not destroy them. It took a lot of hard work to get to where you are at and it’s a sign of all of your accomplishments in this business.
{Crystal however blows him off as she stares daggers into his eyes.}
Crystal: And why should I be proud of any of it?! It’s not like that’s who I am anymore. All people see is who I am now which is a shell of my former self. They don’t see what I used to be…
Jonathan: Have you ever considered that maybe they see you that way because that’s the only thing that you have shown them?!
Crystal: What do you mean?!
Jonathan: What I am trying to say is that’s all you seem to do nowadays. You don’t ever focus on the here and now. You get caught up in living in the past.
Crystal: I do?!
Jonathan: Yes you do it more often than you realize… You come out talk up how great you were back in the day come down to the ring and expect that to carry you in your matches. While you talk yourself up everyone you are fighting gets tired of it.
Crystal: In what way?
Jonathan: It’s because they feel you are disrespecting them. You put more time into talking yourself up than you do focusing on the threat your opponent is, and that can be quite irritating. If I was in the ring with you I would seriously smack the shit out of you if you thought you were going to beat me on name value alone. It’s an insult to me, it’s like nothing I do even matters to you.
{Jonathan takes a breath as he continues to speak.}
Jonathan: But that’s all you do. You just talk yourself up and when things don’t necessarily go your way. You want to go hide behind someone in hopes that they could build you up. That they could help you with your problems. It happens every time you run to Ana, and before that it was Sydney, and before that it was your sister Cherrie. It’s what you are known for.
Crystal: So how do I break myself out of that habit?
Jonathan: Stop living in the past! It’s good to reflect on the past for a bit, but it shouldn’t be your basis for everything. Things change over time and what you did back then may not apply to today because the competition is always getting better. Everyone is getting hungrier, and people are willing to do whatever it takes to get to that top spot. You honestly want to know what a difference five years can make? What you aren’t doing now that you used to do back then?
Crystal: And what exactly is that?!
Jonathan sighs offering a long deep breath as he looks deeply into his wife’s eyes.
Jonathan: You aren’t putting in the same work that you did back then. What I mean is back then you were the one entering the wrestling world wanting the top spot. You were the woman on the mission. The woman who worked her bloody arse off every day in the gym to get to the top, but yet in the years following. You got too complacent. You became satisfied by just being there, and you really never had that same fire anymore.
Crystal: I see…
Jonathan: Yet in the same token there are others who are rising up who are now in the position you were at five years ago. They see you and want to make a name off by beating you. Instead of getting fired up again you rather just let it happen and cry about it. Don’t cry… Pick yourself up and you work your ass off to get back on top. The more work you put into something the better chance you will have.
Jonathan looks at the wall as he walks past the years 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, and now to 2016. For the majority the wall seems empty after the year 2012, and he smiles as he looks back at Crystal.
Jonathan: I am not saying it’s going to happen overnight but if you put that work in like you did before. These walls will get filled… There will be more entries and the story of Crystal Millar will continue to fill itself with more chapters. The real question Christina is do you personally believe in it?
Crystal: You know that I do…
Jonathan: Well don’t tell me. Don’t tell yourself. Simply prove it… Prove that you want it to become true. Make the adjustments and when you done… I guarantee you we won’t ever have this conversation again. Now go do what I know you can do. Be that queen you seek out to be…
{With that Crystal can only nod her head in agreement as we go to elsewhere.}
So I fully understand it. When you all look at me…
The only thing running through all of your minds is Kayla’s whipping post. Or perhaps the woman that couldn’t get past the likes of Firenze. After all I am nothing more than your half of champion. Is that what all of you think of me?! Well excuse me but at the PPV you will witness the official Metamorphosis of Crystal Millar and it starts in that Fatal Four Way Diamonds match. To be more precise it starts with you Alexis because you are a load of horse shit in a jar.
Who the hell do you think you are anyway to tell me that you used to like me? That the Garcias are going to be the future of wrestling. The end all to be all to the Diamonds Division.
Let’s not forget that there was a time that I used to be stomping the hell out of Paige. I beat that San Diego piece of shit senseless. In every single match I put her firmly in her place. There was a time where she hated being booked against me because that would be just another match where I would beat her yet again.
But something went wrong? And honestly the thing that went wrong is when I won the Ruby Championship because then I did get complacent. The fame and everything went to my head, and it’s as if I stopped trying. So yes I will openly admit that they may have surpassed me for a short time but I haven’t been able to realize it until now that I just shut down.
I stopped doing what I was doing to get to the big dance but that doesn’t mean I lost complete sight of who I was, and lately the numbers game has been getting the better of me.
But all I did was complain about it and I didn’t do anything that resembles stepping the fuck up, and I am here right now to tell you it doesn’t matter anymore. It’s not that the Garcias got better than me. It’s that they adapted more to the shortcomings of the business, and lately you seem to have taken the same route.
If it was you out there defending your title on your own so be it. Like remember how I kept complaining about Kayla for the longest? At least with Kayla she knocked me the Eff out with a pair of brass knuckles…
IT WAS HER THAT KNOCKED ME OUT… Not random Garcia cunts 1 and 2 doing her dirty work for her, and look at Kayla now. She’s a fighting champion doing what she has to do to defend her title ON HER OWN…
But you on the other hand have resorted to cheap ass tactics and you rely on two people to bail you out. You call yourself a fighting champion but the moment Kathy Conway announced this title match you were upset because it dawned on you.
It dawned that you could lose your title without being in the final decision and I think that’s where it hurts. Let me tell you something though. If I am going to win this match I want it to be by laying you the fuck out.
I don’t need to take out Emma or Fiona just to win a title here. I want to be the champion by simply beating the woman that currently holds it because that would be the definitive win for me.
You are only a champion because you haven’t faced me yet and you can ask anyone. That when I am on my game… I am on it and I can’t be touched. If I hold that title I won’t rely on others to just bail me out when the going get’s tough. I will find my own way to win. I will make that title my own.
Hook or crook… It will be ME that holds that title and I will proudly welcome all challengers with a grin on my face. Not seething in anger because Kathy Conway does some shit you don’t like. Grow up and grow a pair.
If I didn’t grow up I would have hit the door the moment that everyone mocked me about half a title. Watching everyone pass me by plus everything else but guess what Lexi… Guess who’s standing in this bitch! Guess who is still fighting. Guess who is ready to take your Queendom and make it into her own?!
That’s right you are looking at that woman. Crystal Millar!
I have been in this company for a very long time and this will mark my very first shot at the Diamonds Championship. My very first attempt at being THE woman in the company and its been a long time since I have been considered the woman. Always the bridesmaid and never the bride.
This match changes that whole concept, and by winning. Every single thing that everyone has been saying about me will go away because I will have the title that says differently. So go ahead… You gonna talk me down like you did before? Tell me I am irrelevant? Or that the Garcia cunts were right?
Think whatever you want but make sure you think of your career WITHOUT the Diamonds Championship because I am about to get mine and I will be damned if I let you get in the way of that.
And last but not least you have Fiona McFly and of course Emma Danielson left in this match. Fiona let me make something clear to you, and honestly I am saying this as a friend! Well that is if you wish to call me that. Because to be brutally honest in this world of wrestling world that aren’t any friends especially since the Diamond’s Championship is at stake.
I do appreciate you coming down to the ring to help even the odds out last week. It’s appreciated but don’t expect us to be all buddy, buddy in this upcoming match at Metamorphosis. I am entering that ring with one purpose and one purpose only. That one purpose is to become the Diamonds Champion and I won’t let you get in the way of that!
To put it honest you simply suck. How many times have you tried to rise up and win a match? Let’s be honest here, and then a few weeks ago you get pinned by that inconsistent little punk rocker who only has a win under her belt. One single win and you manage to fuck that match up?
How awful could you possibly be? Don’t answer that… It’s a rhetorical question.
The fact is you have no business being in this match. Hell I don’t even have business being in this match but what are you going to do in the confines of the ring? Do what you normally do? Suck it up… Take your licks and stride, and try to talk up trying better next time?
You do realize there might not be a next time right? You have to actually win matches to get into contention matches to actually be in spots such like this one. Just like me you got your ass handed to you by a Garcia cunt. So what are you planning to do differently to change the outcome especially considering you are going to be up against the champ?
I don’t give a damn about your ego, and you trying to talk up that this division is your family, and you are going to do whatever it takes to protect your family. I don’t need you to do ANYTHING for me. I don’t need you to rise up like you are the spokeswoman for all of the Diamonds Division.
The only thing that needs to be spoken for is the way I am going to brutally hurt you in this match. Because if I win the title I am will be the spotlight. I will be the main attraction. I will be the image for all of the Diamonds in this company, not you. Eating that humble pie every week and trying to fight the good fight it just doesn’t work, and nobody needs you to stand up for anyone.
What have you of all people done to merit yourself as the spokeswoman or the one take charge for anything? Lose every single match in every single outing?
Please… It’s becoming the same old song and dance. But you are getting your big chance now.
This is your chance to finally put up or shut the fuck up, but knowing the pressure that’s on the line this is where you crumble under the pressure. This is where you do the same old, same old, and I bet you will happily be satisfied with it too.
Shows how pathetic you are honestly. Do something. You want to be taken seriously? Step up actually start doing something win some matches, because when you win the big one you could have everything you have ever hoped for. You will finally be that leader you so desperately want to be..
But let’s be honest. It’s not happening. You haven’t shown anything in the past so why start now? Keep being that waste of space while I proudly embrace my spotlight. It’s what you are honestly meant for right?
Off Camera
Back To The Basics
Mexico City, Mexico
For Crystal it was about getting back to the basics and she found herself at her wrestling school in Mexico City, Mexico. It was the school that her father had owned but it was passed down to her and she decided to leave the school in the hands of her brother and her father’s number one student Nathan. Crystal wasn’t alone as she walked around with her daughter Brittany. The teenage girl smiled as she took it all in walking up to a statue of her grandfather. Crystal’s late father Pedro Lopez. Crystal stood next to the giant statue as her daughter grinned at it.
Brittany: Wow so grandpa really was good wasn’t he?
Crystal: Yeah he was one of the absolute best. If it wasn’t for him and his tough training I wouldn’t even be a wrestler.
As Crystal stood next to the statue just analyzing everything about it, that’s when a figure walked over to where she was standing. It was her brother Jamal and he couldn’t help but smile as his afro was picked out. He stood next to his baby sister as he looked at the statue as well.
Jamal: Just a tough trainer? I do believe you were the girl that was crying up a storm constantly. How dad’s training was too hard. How coming to Mexico was a bad idea, and your life would have been much better going back to the states.
Brittany: Wait mom was crying it up?!
Crystal: I WASN’T CRYING IT UP… Something was just in my eyes!
Jamal: Don’t listen to that Britt… Your mom here was about your age, and she was quite mouthy. Every time she decided to talk back to pops he made her run suicides. He made her get in shape. It was probably the best discipline that she has ever received in her entire life.
Brittany: Wait she was actually listening to someone other than herself talk?
Jamal: Dad wasn’t a joke… He really laid the law down but because of it. Crystal was able to make something of herself. She became a successful wrestler because of it. Well that is until she let all of the superstardom go to her head.
Crystal: I AM A SILVER SCREEN QUEEN!
Jamal: Right who’s movies go right to the bargain bin! But come on sis what brings you out here anyway?
Crystal thinks about it as she looks around staring at all of the students wrestling. Even her own protege Ashley was over on one side of the school training hard before she looks back at Jamal.
Crystal: Just trying to figure out what’s missing from my own wrestling career. I had a meltdown the other day at home, and now I have the chance to be a top tier champion again. It’s five years since I was even in the position to do so.
Brittany: And to make a long story short she lost her way. Let the fame get to her head.
Jamal: Ahhh yes the Rocky Three syndrome…
Brittany: Rocky 3?!
Jamal: Yeah Rocky beats Apollo Creed becomes World Champion and instead of going about the basics doing what is necessary to keep the title. It becomes more about the fame and fortune. To the point he loses sight of himself and gets his ass knocked out.
Crystal: GET TO THE POINT!
Jamal: Well… He needs to find his way again.
Crystal: Jamal… I been off the fucking course for five years!
Jamal: I could have told you that much! Considering every time I see you on television you are getting your ass beat again and again.
Crystal: So what should I do… I don’t want this Diamonds Championship to pass me by.
Jamal looks around and grins before he turns her attention back over to the students.
Jamal: Well remember when you were a student here?
Crystal: Duh…
Jamal: Well you need to channel what each of these students are channeling. How they entered through these doors with dreams. Dreams to one day become a professional wrestler. That’s what makes them different from you. The love of the sport. Fame, fortune, money, status… All of that will come, but they are all here for the love of the sport. The dream to wrestle.
Brittany: Wow look at all of them go.
Jamal: They know that they need to take their licks in order to get somewhere in the business. What you need to do Crystal is get right back to it. Put yourself in their shoes again. Do it for the wrestling and when you allow that to happen. The rest will be history. 11 years ago you left this school with a purpose. Dad labeled you as the chosen one. It’s time you get back to being the woman he saw.
Crystal keeps looking at the statue as she nods her head in agreement.
Crystal: And I won’t let him down… I refuse too.
Jamal: Good, but more importantly don’t let yourself down because you should be wrestling for you. Not for a title, not for anything else because it’s the way you know how to express yourself. All of these students they just want a chance to get into a professional ring. You have that luxury but take it for granted. Never lose sight of why you wrestle.
Crystal looked at the students again before she turned to the father of her statue.
Crystal: I promise not to let you down dad… I think I found myself again..
Crystal nodded as she started to head in the direction of the students. It was time to get back to the basics again
Last but not least there’s you Emma Danielson. A woman who happens to be on friendly terms with Kathy Conway. Yet I honestly couldn’t give a shit. But let’s face the facts you are another one who clearly doesn’t deserve this shot. You got on my bad side and this ranges back to a few months ago when you thought it was cute to attack me in the middle of a tag team match.
You remember that Emma?
You attacked me and basically walked away from a match leaving me to get beat down in the middle of a ring. It’s kinda messed up considering at one point in my career I actually considered you a friend. I actually considered you a drinking buddy.
Someone I could actually get along with. Someone I respected in this business yet you decided to take a big shit on me inside of the ring and for what purpose because you were sick of it all? Where did that get you?
NOWHERE! You might try to portray yourself as this bad bitch but more often than not you just appear to be a puppet. A woman who is to be used by Kathy Conway, and it’s absolutely sad. Considering a few weeks ago you were popping off at the mouth how you are helping Kathy because she’s your friend… It’s messed up logic since you were my FRIEND but you stabbed me in the back for what purpose?
Because as you said you are sick of MY SHIT?!
Bitch how you gonna be sick of someone’s shit when you are the one who has her head so far up Kathy Conway’s ass that you can smell her SHIT! Your logic is flawed and you are just an awful wrestler. Where has following Conway got you?
Opportunities that you obviously dropped the ball on? Which will include this one because there’s no way in hell you will be walking away with a win in this match. But it finally dawned on me. You are the exact opposite of Fiona. Fiona is all jelly because she secretly wants to taste Kathy’s shit and you are the one so happy to be eating and smelling it!
Seems like you both are just completely awful, and while you get satisfied on receiving handouts from Kathy Conway I will pride myself on beating the hell out of everyone in this match. On paper this match is made because Alexis is getting too cocky for her own good. She’s becoming too powerful and she needs to be stopped but what nobody realizes is that WHEN I become Diamonds Champion.
I plan to be much worse than any other champion has been before. I will be pretentious. I will rub it in everyone’s faces because I know I will be the top bitch in this company, and no one can tell me differently.
So Kathy you know you done fucked up right? You are probably hoping one of us beat down on one another just to take the belt off of Alexis but WHAT YOU DON’T COMPREHEND is I am not thinking you for anything.
I am out here for one purpose and one purpose only. To create my own destiny. To establish my own name in the history books and to deliver a major fuck you to everyone who thought I wasn’t good enough to hang in this company.
Metamorphosis will be my night and I will be damned if anyone tells me differently. Bring the Garcia cunts. Bring Kathy Conway, hell Fiona you can bring whatever you want, but I refuse to be denied. I refuse to be told I am not good enough.
Move out of the way you worthless bitches… It’s about time I take the spotlight for myself.
LIGHTS
CAMERA
ACTION
I do believe that’s my cue. I will win the title and take my exit stage left.
ALL HAIL THE SILVER SCREEN QUEEN!!!!!!! And get ready for a new Queen to ascend. One that is Crystal Millar.
Sit back and watch… The sequel will of course follow with my coronation. You messed up Kathy… You really messed up…
Well howdy there pardner.