Post by Tifa Heafy on Jul 21, 2013 15:50:16 GMT
"Nothing can compare to how I feel right now. The lowest of the low is where I'm at right now and it sucks. All week I've been walkin' around my apartment with no pep in my step. The whole week I've tried to bring myself up out of this hole I'm in but I just can't. I had the weight of my family's honor on my shoulders. I could've done something no one else in my family had done, granted only big sis was wrestlin'.
Still I had something in my grasp and I completely failed. I tripped up and I hate it. I hate this feeling. I wanted to be on the big show tonight facing my bestie to move on for the title but instead I'm on the before the big show stuff. Instead of being where I should belong I'm on this instead and I just...
I hate it. I hate everything about it. I had the pinfall and it just didn't work out. That stupid red headed bimbo stole my moment from me! It was supposed to be N.E.R.D. for it all but nope. I'm just at a loss right now. My fiance tried everything he could to make me feel better. Cake, ice cream, his pee pee down in my wee wee but nothing worked. Even Relm's love for entertaining me as a kitten didn't work.
The only thing that will work right now is takin' it out in the ring. Maybe this is what Freya meant when she told me that sometimes in wrestling we get really pissed off and we need someone in that ring to take it out against. Portia Roberts fills that void tonight. All week I've racked my brain thinking of something to say about this match and what it means to me.
I kept trying to think and this match doesn't mean anything to me. Sure Portia beat my teacher last week but other then that it's just a match. A match where I feel angry and pissed off and I just don't want to be all fucking cheery for once. I just want to hurt you, Portia. I just want to make you cry and beg for me to stop when I'm in that ring with you tonight.
Nothing will stop me from beating you this evening Portia. Nothing at all. I don't care if you fight back and try your best to get past me because you won't. There's a time for fun and a time for serious. This weekend, and the entire week, I've been serious. Jessy tried to get me out for a night of fun last night and I told her no.
Sometimes I need to stew in this and get mad. I'm plenty mad, Roberts. I hope you're ready for a not a fun loving Tifa Heafy but one that wants to bash from brains in!"
Still I had something in my grasp and I completely failed. I tripped up and I hate it. I hate this feeling. I wanted to be on the big show tonight facing my bestie to move on for the title but instead I'm on the before the big show stuff. Instead of being where I should belong I'm on this instead and I just...
I hate it. I hate everything about it. I had the pinfall and it just didn't work out. That stupid red headed bimbo stole my moment from me! It was supposed to be N.E.R.D. for it all but nope. I'm just at a loss right now. My fiance tried everything he could to make me feel better. Cake, ice cream, his pee pee down in my wee wee but nothing worked. Even Relm's love for entertaining me as a kitten didn't work.
The only thing that will work right now is takin' it out in the ring. Maybe this is what Freya meant when she told me that sometimes in wrestling we get really pissed off and we need someone in that ring to take it out against. Portia Roberts fills that void tonight. All week I've racked my brain thinking of something to say about this match and what it means to me.
I kept trying to think and this match doesn't mean anything to me. Sure Portia beat my teacher last week but other then that it's just a match. A match where I feel angry and pissed off and I just don't want to be all fucking cheery for once. I just want to hurt you, Portia. I just want to make you cry and beg for me to stop when I'm in that ring with you tonight.
Nothing will stop me from beating you this evening Portia. Nothing at all. I don't care if you fight back and try your best to get past me because you won't. There's a time for fun and a time for serious. This weekend, and the entire week, I've been serious. Jessy tried to get me out for a night of fun last night and I told her no.
Sometimes I need to stew in this and get mad. I'm plenty mad, Roberts. I hope you're ready for a not a fun loving Tifa Heafy but one that wants to bash from brains in!"
Well howdy there pardner.