Post by Cable Arcane on Jan 25, 2017 4:00:41 GMT
You want to know what separates me from the rest of Imperial Wrestling?
It’s actually real simple.
I’m not an actor, I’m not a self entitled brat, I’m not a part timer or an owner or a has been or a “legend” or a gambler.
I’m a professional wrestler.
From the moment I saw my first wrestling match to right here and right now this is all I have ever wanted to be. This is what I spent my entire life working toward. Wrestling in bars, gyms, arenas and everything I forgot to mention. I don’t play a part, I’m not a character, the Cable Arcane you see inside of that ring is the same Cable Arcane you’ll meet at an autograph signing or walking down the street.
I am who I am.
I don’t play a part.
I’m not a goddamn character with face paint or bedazzle all over my trunks.
I dedicated my life to accomplishing a single goal and that was being the Best in the World. Some of you resent that, some of you hate me for that but honestly? That’s your fucking problem. Every single person I have faced and every single person I have yet to face were afforded the same opportunities as me.
You woke up every morning of your life and either decided to be the best you could be or you didn’t.
When I look around and I see men like Roberto Verona, Jake Conway, Mike Laszlo and Noah Field skirting by on meaningless accomplishments I can’t help but laugh. Because if you loved this like I love it, if you wanted it like I want it you wouldn’t waste a single opportunity.
You’d step out through those curtains every single night you could and you’d wrestle your goddamn heart out.
That’s what separates the main event from the mid card.
That’s why men like Dre Cutler will never reach my level.
They don’t want what I have as badly as I want it. They may have the talent or the skill but they don’t have the determination. Likewise that’s what separates me from men like Roberto Verona and Mike Laszlo.
They may have the determination but they don’t have the skill or ability to step into the ring every single night against a host of different opponents and perform at the level I perform at.
You see, to be where I am in this business, to be the guy, the face of the franchise, the best in the world you need that “IT” factor. That one intangible thing that only one or two people ever truly possess in a generation.
Absolutely men like Roberto Verona can dominate when there is no one to challenge them but where has he been since I became champion? He knows he can’t beat me, that’s why he doesn’t book the one match everyone wants to see. He’s the owner, he has the power, all it would take is for him to physically write down the match and it would happen.
Instead he chooses to hide behind past glories and forever avoid facing the man who has dominated his roster.
The same can be said for the man with a guaranteed future Imperial title shot, Jake Conway.
Where is he? What is he doing? Why doesn’t he call me out and demand a match he earned? It’s simple, he’s too busy being a father, a lover, anything but a professional wrestler coupled with the fact that when he looks at me he sees a man he doesn’t want any part of. I’m the exact kind of opponent that has kept him pigeon holed as the second or third best his entire career.
Best to wait until I’m no longer champion.
The same can be said for Mike Laszlo, Spike Kane, Rob Diamond, Noah Field, Falcon, Nighthawk and any number of IWF “superstars.”
They see me and they see a man they don’t want a single piece of.
I have gone unopposed since winning the Imperial Championship.
I’ve run over the entire roster.
And the few people who the fans think could give me a challenge have been absolutely silent.
I am the intangible.
I am the “IT” factor.
I am the best in the goddamn world.
It’s actually real simple.
I’m not an actor, I’m not a self entitled brat, I’m not a part timer or an owner or a has been or a “legend” or a gambler.
I’m a professional wrestler.
From the moment I saw my first wrestling match to right here and right now this is all I have ever wanted to be. This is what I spent my entire life working toward. Wrestling in bars, gyms, arenas and everything I forgot to mention. I don’t play a part, I’m not a character, the Cable Arcane you see inside of that ring is the same Cable Arcane you’ll meet at an autograph signing or walking down the street.
I am who I am.
I don’t play a part.
I’m not a goddamn character with face paint or bedazzle all over my trunks.
I dedicated my life to accomplishing a single goal and that was being the Best in the World. Some of you resent that, some of you hate me for that but honestly? That’s your fucking problem. Every single person I have faced and every single person I have yet to face were afforded the same opportunities as me.
You woke up every morning of your life and either decided to be the best you could be or you didn’t.
When I look around and I see men like Roberto Verona, Jake Conway, Mike Laszlo and Noah Field skirting by on meaningless accomplishments I can’t help but laugh. Because if you loved this like I love it, if you wanted it like I want it you wouldn’t waste a single opportunity.
You’d step out through those curtains every single night you could and you’d wrestle your goddamn heart out.
That’s what separates the main event from the mid card.
That’s why men like Dre Cutler will never reach my level.
They don’t want what I have as badly as I want it. They may have the talent or the skill but they don’t have the determination. Likewise that’s what separates me from men like Roberto Verona and Mike Laszlo.
They may have the determination but they don’t have the skill or ability to step into the ring every single night against a host of different opponents and perform at the level I perform at.
You see, to be where I am in this business, to be the guy, the face of the franchise, the best in the world you need that “IT” factor. That one intangible thing that only one or two people ever truly possess in a generation.
Absolutely men like Roberto Verona can dominate when there is no one to challenge them but where has he been since I became champion? He knows he can’t beat me, that’s why he doesn’t book the one match everyone wants to see. He’s the owner, he has the power, all it would take is for him to physically write down the match and it would happen.
Instead he chooses to hide behind past glories and forever avoid facing the man who has dominated his roster.
The same can be said for the man with a guaranteed future Imperial title shot, Jake Conway.
Where is he? What is he doing? Why doesn’t he call me out and demand a match he earned? It’s simple, he’s too busy being a father, a lover, anything but a professional wrestler coupled with the fact that when he looks at me he sees a man he doesn’t want any part of. I’m the exact kind of opponent that has kept him pigeon holed as the second or third best his entire career.
Best to wait until I’m no longer champion.
The same can be said for Mike Laszlo, Spike Kane, Rob Diamond, Noah Field, Falcon, Nighthawk and any number of IWF “superstars.”
They see me and they see a man they don’t want a single piece of.
I have gone unopposed since winning the Imperial Championship.
I’ve run over the entire roster.
And the few people who the fans think could give me a challenge have been absolutely silent.
I am the intangible.
I am the “IT” factor.
I am the best in the goddamn world.
1/25/17
4:25 pm
Hartford, Connecticut.
He stood there for a long time just staring at the empty space he’d made his home for the last few years.
When he lost his spot on the IWF roster a few years ago money was hard to come by. Very few companies were looking to pay good money for a Batman villain rip off who wore a mask to cover his supposed burns and the ones willing to pay him didn’t pay him much. He’d gone from an upscale town house in a better part of West Hartford to a tiny studio he could barely afford in the worst part of Hartford proper.
At first he hated the sight of the dingy space, the stained walls, the view of brick and mortar out his single window. He spent as much time outside of these four walls as he could, training and wrestling nearly every waking moment until his body couldn’t handle it and he had no other choice but to drag himself back to this shit hole, passing out on the sickly mattress he’d picked up at Goodwill with a half off coupon.
He saw these walls as a prison, a hell of his own making that he deserved for the way his career spiraled out of control. In a fit of depression and self-loathing he’d convinced himself he didn’t deserve any better than what this room had to offer him.
For three plus years that’s how he viewed this room he made a home but a few days ago everything changed. His entire perspective shifted and that’s when he finally heard what this room was screaming at him the whole time.
Stop crying, get up, get out and make it better.
So many people fail at this game called life because they convince themselves they can never do better than where they are at right now. They look around themselves and either feel content with what they have or are too goddamn lazy to go out and earn more.
Cable Arcane was neither of those things, he knew that then and he knew it better now.
His career may have gone to shit back then but it wasn’t over. He was still getting in the ring each and every night, sometimes driving twenty four straight hours before catching forty five minutes of sleep in his car before heading inside to wrestle some kid he’d never heard of for less money than it took him to get there. Slowly but surely he built himself back up until the Mecca known as IWF could not ignore him.
He once saw this room as a prison but now he knew it was motivation.
He stood there in the door way wearing a three piece dark grey suit that cost more than three months rent with the IWF Imperial Championship over his shoulder and a note from his mother sent on Christmas in his hand with only one thought on his mind.
”Thank you.”
He walked away from more than that room that day, he walked away from a past full of self-loathing.
There was only today and he promised himself he was going to live it.
I’m not a delusional idiot.
I realize I’m not the only man to have slept in his car the night before a show, I know I’m not the only one who drove straight through the night to reach a venue, I know there are probably men and women who have gone through something worse than me just to get this far in their career.
But as I stand at the top of IWF I can look around and know I am the only one still fighting as hard as I did all those years ago to stay exactly where I am.
I see men like Spike Kane too sucked up in their own personal drama to continue fighting, boosting my immune system matches, appearances and everything in between. It’s so much easier to feel sorry for yourself than it is to show up and keep doing that one thing you dedicated your life to.
Oh, I’m sorry, I’m expected to not attack my “brothers” in the House of Howlett.
Maybe everyone missed the memo where I don’t know who my opponents are going to be so I’m left to assume my opponents can be anyone, including my “brothers” and if that’s the case I’m not going to pull any punches. I’m going to stand here and tell a man like Spike Kane to either get the hell over it or get the hell out of my ring and stop wasting my time.
If you’re a professional wrestler then wrestle.
If you’re a grieving father then take that shit back to the day time soaps where it belongs.
But do not drag that boys memory through the mud to put yourself over.
The same goes for Mr. Noah Field, the Invictus Champion who only ever shows up when he deems fit. Roberto Verona wants to give me shit on twitter for the amount of times I’ve been booked on live television, ignoring the fact he is the one who books the matches but over looks the fact Noah Field hasn’t wrestling since when?
I don’t remember either.
See, while I will not budge a single inch on my opinion of the competition here in the IWF, if you booked me to wrestle I’d show up because wrestle is the only thing I’ve ever wanted to do.
I apologize for wanting the best competition the promotion has to offer, I apologize for wanting to push my own limits, I apologize for not wanting easy matches and meaningless records, I apologize for wanting to know I’m the best in the world every single day of my life.
Noah Field?
He’s happy pretending to be the best, playing the part of a champion and hiding behind the rules of any given match, losing but always finding a way to write it off as anything but. When I lose, I lose. Simple as that. On that night I wasn’t good enough. When Noah has lost it’s always because of some ridiculous excuse. He was sick, there was a hair in his eye, his partner got pinned.
Bullshit.
A win is a win. A loss is a loss.
You own it either way and push yourself to be better.
People always ask me why I don’t take part in the House of Howlette weekly prison rape sessions, why I don’t help my stable mates win matches, why I stand apart from the group I call myself a member of?
Because I don’t need them.
They need me.
I am the House of Howlette.
Nobody cared about the House until I won the Imperial Championship. No body paid the House any attention until it became clear I was the real deal. No body threatened the House with recourse until I kept successfully defending my championship against opponent after opponent after opponent.
I am the face of the House just like I’m the face of Imperial Wrestling.
YOU. NEED. ME.
Despite what Roberto Verona likes to spin for the dirt sheets there are countless promotions who would love to sign me who could offer me opponents Verona could only dream of signing. Just like there are men Laura Howlette could only dream of having work under her thumb to further her agenda.
The fact of the matter is there is no one in this business who works harder than me.
There is no one who pushes themselves harder than me.
There is no one who wants what I have more than me.
If there was they would have come crawling out of the wood work during Open Fight Night, jumping at the chance to have an Imperial Championship match.
Of course things will be different this week as Roberto Verona has offered a free Imperial Championship match to any three men willing to accept. A fatal four way is a dangerous beast, I don’t have to be pinned to lose the belt which means every coward with a dream is going to beg for the opportunity to step into the ring with me.
Too afraid to face me one on one.
Perfectly willing to let someone else do the dirty work for them.
I honestly don’t care who my opponents are, I know there isn’t a man on the roster past or present who can compete at my level.
It’s as simple as that.
If there were they’d already have made themselves known to me. No, all I’m expecting come Metamorphosis is a three men who don’t deserve to be there, who haven’t earned the shot and who stand no chance in the ring with me.
I will walk out of Metamorphosis as the Imperial Champion not just because I’m the Best in the World but because Imperial Wrestling has absolutely no one who can pose a challenge to me.
I realize I’m not the only man to have slept in his car the night before a show, I know I’m not the only one who drove straight through the night to reach a venue, I know there are probably men and women who have gone through something worse than me just to get this far in their career.
But as I stand at the top of IWF I can look around and know I am the only one still fighting as hard as I did all those years ago to stay exactly where I am.
I see men like Spike Kane too sucked up in their own personal drama to continue fighting, boosting my immune system matches, appearances and everything in between. It’s so much easier to feel sorry for yourself than it is to show up and keep doing that one thing you dedicated your life to.
Oh, I’m sorry, I’m expected to not attack my “brothers” in the House of Howlett.
Maybe everyone missed the memo where I don’t know who my opponents are going to be so I’m left to assume my opponents can be anyone, including my “brothers” and if that’s the case I’m not going to pull any punches. I’m going to stand here and tell a man like Spike Kane to either get the hell over it or get the hell out of my ring and stop wasting my time.
If you’re a professional wrestler then wrestle.
If you’re a grieving father then take that shit back to the day time soaps where it belongs.
But do not drag that boys memory through the mud to put yourself over.
The same goes for Mr. Noah Field, the Invictus Champion who only ever shows up when he deems fit. Roberto Verona wants to give me shit on twitter for the amount of times I’ve been booked on live television, ignoring the fact he is the one who books the matches but over looks the fact Noah Field hasn’t wrestling since when?
I don’t remember either.
See, while I will not budge a single inch on my opinion of the competition here in the IWF, if you booked me to wrestle I’d show up because wrestle is the only thing I’ve ever wanted to do.
I apologize for wanting the best competition the promotion has to offer, I apologize for wanting to push my own limits, I apologize for not wanting easy matches and meaningless records, I apologize for wanting to know I’m the best in the world every single day of my life.
Noah Field?
He’s happy pretending to be the best, playing the part of a champion and hiding behind the rules of any given match, losing but always finding a way to write it off as anything but. When I lose, I lose. Simple as that. On that night I wasn’t good enough. When Noah has lost it’s always because of some ridiculous excuse. He was sick, there was a hair in his eye, his partner got pinned.
Bullshit.
A win is a win. A loss is a loss.
You own it either way and push yourself to be better.
People always ask me why I don’t take part in the House of Howlette weekly prison rape sessions, why I don’t help my stable mates win matches, why I stand apart from the group I call myself a member of?
Because I don’t need them.
They need me.
I am the House of Howlette.
Nobody cared about the House until I won the Imperial Championship. No body paid the House any attention until it became clear I was the real deal. No body threatened the House with recourse until I kept successfully defending my championship against opponent after opponent after opponent.
I am the face of the House just like I’m the face of Imperial Wrestling.
YOU. NEED. ME.
Despite what Roberto Verona likes to spin for the dirt sheets there are countless promotions who would love to sign me who could offer me opponents Verona could only dream of signing. Just like there are men Laura Howlette could only dream of having work under her thumb to further her agenda.
The fact of the matter is there is no one in this business who works harder than me.
There is no one who pushes themselves harder than me.
There is no one who wants what I have more than me.
If there was they would have come crawling out of the wood work during Open Fight Night, jumping at the chance to have an Imperial Championship match.
Of course things will be different this week as Roberto Verona has offered a free Imperial Championship match to any three men willing to accept. A fatal four way is a dangerous beast, I don’t have to be pinned to lose the belt which means every coward with a dream is going to beg for the opportunity to step into the ring with me.
Too afraid to face me one on one.
Perfectly willing to let someone else do the dirty work for them.
I honestly don’t care who my opponents are, I know there isn’t a man on the roster past or present who can compete at my level.
It’s as simple as that.
If there were they’d already have made themselves known to me. No, all I’m expecting come Metamorphosis is a three men who don’t deserve to be there, who haven’t earned the shot and who stand no chance in the ring with me.
I will walk out of Metamorphosis as the Imperial Champion not just because I’m the Best in the World but because Imperial Wrestling has absolutely no one who can pose a challenge to me.
1/21/17
10:11 am
Orlando, Florida.
Laura Howlette had gotten accustomed to defending the sometimes questionable actions of her clients over the last several months. She even thought she was quite good at justifying them most of the time but if there is one thing any victim of the all-knowing deity we call the world wide web can tell you it’s that misinformation was king.
The internet age has connected this planet in ways we never thought were possible.
Information, true or otherwise, moves at the speed of wifi.
It was that last bit she was having a personal crisis with as she had just left an interview with a middle aged pimple covered “man” who hosted a supposedly world renowned podcast, something which was quickly replacing actual sources of information as the go to for the hot scoop or the new meme of the week.
Laura had agreed to this little “interview” as a means to promote her brand, her clients and the upcoming show at the Amway Center. However she immediately regretted it when the only thing the “Guru of the Web Page” wanted to discuss was the “feud” between her client, Cable Arcane and the owner of IWF, Roberto Verona.
Several times throughout the grueling question and answer session she had to convince herself not to reach across the wrestling doll covered desk to slap this pizza-faced nerd before responding.
In the end the interview had left a bad taste in her mouth, a taste she looked forward to washing down with a glass of wine as soon as she reached the hotel bar but something stopped her in her tracks as she reached the limousine just outside the “offices” of the pod caster.
”Cable? What are you doing here?” He looked shaken but also relieved, like a weight had been lifted off of him.
”You ever wanted to do something but were too afraid of what would happen?” He asked.
The question confused her but she answered. ”Yes, from time to-“
She didn’t get a chance to finish her sentence as he suddenly grabbed her and pulled her in for a deep, passionate kiss, one that seemed to last forever and neither wanted to end.
Both of them had been thinking of this moment for a long time, both arguing with themselves over what they felt, what they thought and what was right but in this moment? This was right.
I’ve already lost everything once.
I know what it means to struggle to pay the bills, to not have enough money to feed myself, to live in the dark for weeks at a time because the power got shut off.
I will NEVER go back to where I was.
I will never sleep another night in the back of a car.
I will never wrestle another match in a parking lot.
I will never pocket a bag of chips because I’m too broke to pay for them.
I will be recognized as the best in the world today, I will be treated and respected as the most dominate Imperial Champion in history, I will be known as the only face of the franchise because there is simply no one else who can oppose me in that ring.
I don’t speak from a place of ego, when I talk it isn’t meaningless babble like so many other supposed main event level talents.
I speak from a place of experience.
I know what it took for me to get back to IWF. I know how hard I fought, how much blood I lost, I know how many sleepless nights I spent in a cold parking lots just for one more opportunity. There are men here today who haven’t had to actually earn anything in nearly a decade, there are others who never thought they had to earn a damn thing.
I EARN EVERYTHING.
I am where I am because I never settle.
Being the best isn’t enough.
I haven’t slowed down since I returned, I fought my way through legends and rookies a like until I became Imperial Champion, I continued fighting through legend and rookies alike to retain that championship and I have DEMANDED the best this company has to offer ever since.
I WILL NOT SETTLE.
I don’t want an easy run.
I don’t want nameless challengers and easy victories.
I want to know every win or loss was earned or deserved.
I want to know at the end of the night I was either the best or I wasn’t
I don’t think about the day someone can beat me, I don’t worry about the day I am no longer Imperial Champion, all I think about is today. All I worry about is what I’m going to do today. This life, it isn’t about making plans, worrying about when to make your move. It’s like they say.
If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.
I think about today, I think about the match at hand, I think about the opponents I’m going to face and what I’m going to do to retain my championship.
I think my potential competition.
And to be perfectly honest there is a part of me that laughs.
If I lose the Imperial Championship it’ll be because you got lucky and took advantage of the opportunity provided but if I win?
It’ll be because I am the Best.
It’ll be because I prepared myself for every possible opponent.
You’ll need luck to beat me.
Luck?
It’s for losers.
It’s like wishing in one hand and shitting in the other.
See which one fills up first.
At the end of the night I will still be the Imperial Champion, I will still be the Best in the World and the reason is so simple yet so hard for most of you to understand.
No sleep. No rest. No mercy.
I know what it means to struggle to pay the bills, to not have enough money to feed myself, to live in the dark for weeks at a time because the power got shut off.
I will NEVER go back to where I was.
I will never sleep another night in the back of a car.
I will never wrestle another match in a parking lot.
I will never pocket a bag of chips because I’m too broke to pay for them.
I will be recognized as the best in the world today, I will be treated and respected as the most dominate Imperial Champion in history, I will be known as the only face of the franchise because there is simply no one else who can oppose me in that ring.
I don’t speak from a place of ego, when I talk it isn’t meaningless babble like so many other supposed main event level talents.
I speak from a place of experience.
I know what it took for me to get back to IWF. I know how hard I fought, how much blood I lost, I know how many sleepless nights I spent in a cold parking lots just for one more opportunity. There are men here today who haven’t had to actually earn anything in nearly a decade, there are others who never thought they had to earn a damn thing.
I EARN EVERYTHING.
I am where I am because I never settle.
Being the best isn’t enough.
I haven’t slowed down since I returned, I fought my way through legends and rookies a like until I became Imperial Champion, I continued fighting through legend and rookies alike to retain that championship and I have DEMANDED the best this company has to offer ever since.
I WILL NOT SETTLE.
I don’t want an easy run.
I don’t want nameless challengers and easy victories.
I want to know every win or loss was earned or deserved.
I want to know at the end of the night I was either the best or I wasn’t
I don’t think about the day someone can beat me, I don’t worry about the day I am no longer Imperial Champion, all I think about is today. All I worry about is what I’m going to do today. This life, it isn’t about making plans, worrying about when to make your move. It’s like they say.
If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.
I think about today, I think about the match at hand, I think about the opponents I’m going to face and what I’m going to do to retain my championship.
I think my potential competition.
And to be perfectly honest there is a part of me that laughs.
If I lose the Imperial Championship it’ll be because you got lucky and took advantage of the opportunity provided but if I win?
It’ll be because I am the Best.
It’ll be because I prepared myself for every possible opponent.
You’ll need luck to beat me.
Luck?
It’s for losers.
It’s like wishing in one hand and shitting in the other.
See which one fills up first.
At the end of the night I will still be the Imperial Champion, I will still be the Best in the World and the reason is so simple yet so hard for most of you to understand.
No sleep. No rest. No mercy.
1/20/17
11:03 pm
Hartford, Connecticut.
Another long day of local promotional appearances and thirty minute work-out bursts he figured into his schedule had come to an end. Cable Arcane slumped through the door of his studio apartment, half grimacing and half thankful to be home.
But his reverie didn’t last long as his phone buzzed from inside the pants pocket of his black three piece suit.
With a groan he pulled his phone out and answered ”Yeah?”
”Cable?” The voice on the other end belonged to his mom, there was a deep sadness in her voice that he tried to ignore.
”What?” He hissed.
She hesitated before speaking. “Did you read what I sent you?”
”The Christmas card?” He asked with a glance to the kitchen counter where it still sat. “No, why?”
”It’s-“ Her voice cracked. ”It’s your father’s suicide note… I think you should read it…”
”His what?” He was confused, he died over two years ago, no one ever mentioned a note. ”Why am I just finding out there was a note!?” He suddenly found himself very angry.
”You said you didn’t want to be a part of it!” She sobbed through the phone. ”So I kept it from you just like everything else! But… But you should read it before everything with his estate settles…”
He didn’t know what to say, he was angry but he wasn’t sure why. He’d removed himself from the whole situation and continued living his life. He didn’t attend the wake or the funeral, he’d only visited his grave to remind himself of how much he hated him but now that he knows there was one final communication from father to son? He found himself full of rage.
He clicked off his phone and tossed it haphazardly toward his mattress while simultaneously ripping the letter off the counter, quickly tearing the end of the envelope open and unfolding a photo copy of the note.
”Jesus…” His hands shook as his eyes looked over the scribble he knew as his father’s hand writing.
I’m sorry. I want everyone to know I’m sorry for everything. I wish I could’ve been better, done things differently but I couldn’t find the strength.
John, take care of the shop for me, keep it going. Make sure Cindy is taken care for. Make sure Cable gets Charger. I don’t care what you have to do, just make sure he gets the Charger. He always loved that car.
I wish I could keep going but I can’t. I’m sorry.
John, take care of the shop for me, keep it going. Make sure Cindy is taken care for. Make sure Cable gets Charger. I don’t care what you have to do, just make sure he gets the Charger. He always loved that car.
I wish I could keep going but I can’t. I’m sorry.
That’s it, a few sentences and then he got up, locked himself in a garage with his Mercedes and waited to slip into the eternal sleep…
His last thoughts weren’t about his perfect son or infallible daughter, they were about him and a car they used to ride in together when he was little. They were on his auto body shop and not seeing his dream die with him. They were on Cable’s mother and making sure she wouldn’t have to suffer needlessly in the wake of his tragedy…
Anger turned to regret and regret faded into numbness.
He spent a life time hating this man for the wrong reasons and now? Now he didn’t know what to feel.