Post by Diamond Steele on Mar 13, 2017 4:46:33 GMT
You ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try to do something it just never seems to be enough? Well I been here for a long time now in fact I was one of the original Diamonds that signed up to be in this company and to be honest I really wasn’t that good in the beginning. I came out to the ring I did my thing week in and week out but ultimately it was never enough.
I always found myself on the worse side of things and more so often every match was a learning experience for me. At the time I had only started wrestling and I could take losing in stride because each match would ultimately help me grow at the end of the day. As long as you are growing then wins and losses are irrelevant because with each and every single passing match I would be improving myself.
Finally after being the welcome mat for everybody else in this company I decided to get my head from out of my ass and I made something of myself. I fought with everything I had and I became a champion! It was the greatest day in my IWF career because I actually mattered. I managed to do something and all of the fans cheered me on.
I will never forget that time for me. If I had to rate it I would say it definitely was me at my absolute best. It wasn’t easy for me. I had to go through my best friend Shea just to win the championship and I went out to that ring defending it whenever the company asked of me.
Yet as I was champion I started to get a little full of myself. I started to moan and whine. It was as if my spoiled girl mentality was coming back, and I forgot all of the things that helped bring me to the championship in the first place. I expected things to be handed to me, and when that happened that’s when everything in my life came crashing down.
That’s when I became a little arrogant and that’s when my downfall came. I haven’t really been the same since then. I know I took major quick losses to the likes of Jinx, Helena Sawyer, and recently Fiona McFly but I am here to let all of you know that it stops with those losses.
Mainly this match with Fiona isn’t about proving to everyone that I can beat her when it matters. I think we all know that when it comes to being a technician I am light years above her. Don’t get me wrong she did manage to beat me and just recently beaten me again but that first time she nailed me with her sending off. The match by all means should have been over after that move but Fiona felt like she had an ego to stroke.
It just wasn’t enough for her to beat me a few weeks back she wanted to like get this dominant win over me and that’s what I really have a problem with because she simply isn’t as good as she thinks she is. Everybody saw her in that one on one match with me. She clearly had me beaten as clear as day.
Yet she wanted to add insult onto injury. She wanted to go the extra step to humiliate me and I really don’t care for that. I thought people like Fiona were in it to fight the good fight?
I thought she wanted to be viewed as a hero of some sort as she was here to help this division, to lead it to some strong form of prosperity and all of that jazz. The funny thing is where she is wishing for this company to grow she is the one going against the very thing that she preaches against.
She has become the very thing that she hates the most and for everything that you say do you know what that makes you Fiona?! It’s called a fucking hypocrite!
Yes a big one at that. The reason I asked for this submission match is so I could rewrite what went down in our first encounter. I am going to that ring with the intention to maim you. To put you in your place and showcase to you that I am in fact the better wrestler between the both of us.
Despite being in this company for a while now, despite being involved in so many big matches you really haven’t grown over the years. You have been stuck in the same exact place since day one. You build yourself over time. You get yourself right into the title picture and when the spotlight hits you and it’s time to step up.
You really can’t help yourself but be IWF’s biggest choke artist. You seem happy with doing the same old, same old every single time and where has it gotten you. Whether it’s bringing up your grandfather or something else that inspires you it usually results in nothing.
You don’t get any better than what you were originally. You get caught up in the same old and same old.
We are getting tired of this dance, it’s like a broken record, and the same thing is being played over and over again. I am going to be the woman that changes the record and gets everything on track again. I am going to make you tap out for all of the world to see and there isn’t a damn thing you can do to stop it.
Maybe in another world we could have been friends. We both love Chelsea we both have some similarities but I just can’t bring myself to like someone like you. There’s room for only one strong Irishwoman as a great friend of mine and she’s in the form of Shea O Hara. You know the woman who won the Shield Maiden championship.
The same woman I went to war with establishing faith in a division. What have you done Fiona? You beat me in record setting time by submission and didn’t do anything with it. You could have been proclaiming yourself as being great. You could have bragged or tried to live up to that standard but instead of doing any of that you rather be complacent with where you are.
We just can’t have that and if I was in your shoes you would be hearing me scream like the Siren I am and singing it for all to hear. Because I would have accomplished something extraordinary., but that’s not you.
At Sacrifice on Open Fight Night I get back to my winning ways. I show everyone why I am a submissionsit why I enjoy making people like you tap out, and most of all I get back to my winning ways.
I will receive the respect that I deserve or else I will take it from you. Either way everybody will know that Siren is ready to sing, and it’s only a matter of time before you yourself get trapped in my Siren’s Song.
The biggest of all things come in the smallest of all packages. I will see you in the ring. Try not to tap out too hard.
{It had been a while since Kate and Shea had hung out but tonight marked the best friends spending quality time with one another. They were walking in a mall together as they stopped at a sporting goods store. The two women made their way inside as Kate walked over to where the booty shorts were.}
Kate: “So Shea I was doing some thinking, what would you think if I changed my wrestling attire?!”
{Shea raises her eyes in return as she stares deeply into Kate’s eyes.}
Shea: “No disrespect Kate but maybe you should focus on what’s going on with your matches before you focus on changing your gear. Although I am sure Teddy would love you competing in those…”
Kate: “You think?! I don’t want to seem like I am a tramp too much. I mean I usually try to keep it reserve for the most part.”
Shea: “Kate I wouldn’t even worry about your attire what you should be worried about first and foremost is what’s going on with your wrestling career as of lately?”
{Kate raises an eyebrow as she looks back at the woman.}
Kate: “What do you mean what’s going on with my wrestling career? Things seemed fine to me as I recall….”
Shea: “No it’s not your ability per say but lately you have been dropping a lot of matches that you other wise would be dominating in. Is everything okay with you? There’s no shame in taking a break if you really need it.”
Kate: “I am not taking a break Shea. That’s out of the question!”
Shea: “It might be but you still seem to be dealing with a lot lately. You have the daughter at the house. I know your sister has been missing for a while now. That just seems like way too much to be going through for you.”
{Kate shakes her head as she stares deeply into Shea’s eyes.}
Kate: “I can handle it Shea… Juliet never stopped me before that?! So just breathe a little bit and let me live…”
Shea: “It’s hard to do that when you keep on losing so much. My arm got broken yet it gave me a time to refresh myself after everything. After all the stuff that went down and right now I feel better than ever. I am not saying you need to go break your arm or anything, but maybe a break could make all the world a difference for you.”
Kate: “No thanks “
Shea: “Kate I am only trying to help you out and say you do a lot. That doesn’t even include what you are doing with your new band. I am not saying that you are a bad wrestler by any means. It’s just everything seems to be pulling you in so many directions and I don’t want you to be at a place where people don’t even recognize you anymore.”
Kate: “I might be there already but I promise Shea I will turn things again. It’s not as bad as it seems…”
Shea: “Alright it better not be because if need be I will kick your arse to get your ass back into it.”
Kate: “Don’t worry I will be fine… But we have bigger matters to attend too…”
Shea: “Such as?!”
{Kate offers a long sigh as she looks deeply into Shea’s eyes.}
Kate: “This Vampire Diaries episode… We have much to talk about.”
{Shea nods her head in agreement as the two best friends just begin to speak to one another as we fade elsewhere.}
I always found myself on the worse side of things and more so often every match was a learning experience for me. At the time I had only started wrestling and I could take losing in stride because each match would ultimately help me grow at the end of the day. As long as you are growing then wins and losses are irrelevant because with each and every single passing match I would be improving myself.
Finally after being the welcome mat for everybody else in this company I decided to get my head from out of my ass and I made something of myself. I fought with everything I had and I became a champion! It was the greatest day in my IWF career because I actually mattered. I managed to do something and all of the fans cheered me on.
I will never forget that time for me. If I had to rate it I would say it definitely was me at my absolute best. It wasn’t easy for me. I had to go through my best friend Shea just to win the championship and I went out to that ring defending it whenever the company asked of me.
Yet as I was champion I started to get a little full of myself. I started to moan and whine. It was as if my spoiled girl mentality was coming back, and I forgot all of the things that helped bring me to the championship in the first place. I expected things to be handed to me, and when that happened that’s when everything in my life came crashing down.
That’s when I became a little arrogant and that’s when my downfall came. I haven’t really been the same since then. I know I took major quick losses to the likes of Jinx, Helena Sawyer, and recently Fiona McFly but I am here to let all of you know that it stops with those losses.
Mainly this match with Fiona isn’t about proving to everyone that I can beat her when it matters. I think we all know that when it comes to being a technician I am light years above her. Don’t get me wrong she did manage to beat me and just recently beaten me again but that first time she nailed me with her sending off. The match by all means should have been over after that move but Fiona felt like she had an ego to stroke.
It just wasn’t enough for her to beat me a few weeks back she wanted to like get this dominant win over me and that’s what I really have a problem with because she simply isn’t as good as she thinks she is. Everybody saw her in that one on one match with me. She clearly had me beaten as clear as day.
Yet she wanted to add insult onto injury. She wanted to go the extra step to humiliate me and I really don’t care for that. I thought people like Fiona were in it to fight the good fight?
I thought she wanted to be viewed as a hero of some sort as she was here to help this division, to lead it to some strong form of prosperity and all of that jazz. The funny thing is where she is wishing for this company to grow she is the one going against the very thing that she preaches against.
She has become the very thing that she hates the most and for everything that you say do you know what that makes you Fiona?! It’s called a fucking hypocrite!
Yes a big one at that. The reason I asked for this submission match is so I could rewrite what went down in our first encounter. I am going to that ring with the intention to maim you. To put you in your place and showcase to you that I am in fact the better wrestler between the both of us.
Despite being in this company for a while now, despite being involved in so many big matches you really haven’t grown over the years. You have been stuck in the same exact place since day one. You build yourself over time. You get yourself right into the title picture and when the spotlight hits you and it’s time to step up.
You really can’t help yourself but be IWF’s biggest choke artist. You seem happy with doing the same old, same old every single time and where has it gotten you. Whether it’s bringing up your grandfather or something else that inspires you it usually results in nothing.
You don’t get any better than what you were originally. You get caught up in the same old and same old.
We are getting tired of this dance, it’s like a broken record, and the same thing is being played over and over again. I am going to be the woman that changes the record and gets everything on track again. I am going to make you tap out for all of the world to see and there isn’t a damn thing you can do to stop it.
Maybe in another world we could have been friends. We both love Chelsea we both have some similarities but I just can’t bring myself to like someone like you. There’s room for only one strong Irishwoman as a great friend of mine and she’s in the form of Shea O Hara. You know the woman who won the Shield Maiden championship.
The same woman I went to war with establishing faith in a division. What have you done Fiona? You beat me in record setting time by submission and didn’t do anything with it. You could have been proclaiming yourself as being great. You could have bragged or tried to live up to that standard but instead of doing any of that you rather be complacent with where you are.
We just can’t have that and if I was in your shoes you would be hearing me scream like the Siren I am and singing it for all to hear. Because I would have accomplished something extraordinary., but that’s not you.
At Sacrifice on Open Fight Night I get back to my winning ways. I show everyone why I am a submissionsit why I enjoy making people like you tap out, and most of all I get back to my winning ways.
I will receive the respect that I deserve or else I will take it from you. Either way everybody will know that Siren is ready to sing, and it’s only a matter of time before you yourself get trapped in my Siren’s Song.
The biggest of all things come in the smallest of all packages. I will see you in the ring. Try not to tap out too hard.
{It had been a while since Kate and Shea had hung out but tonight marked the best friends spending quality time with one another. They were walking in a mall together as they stopped at a sporting goods store. The two women made their way inside as Kate walked over to where the booty shorts were.}
Kate: “So Shea I was doing some thinking, what would you think if I changed my wrestling attire?!”
{Shea raises her eyes in return as she stares deeply into Kate’s eyes.}
Shea: “No disrespect Kate but maybe you should focus on what’s going on with your matches before you focus on changing your gear. Although I am sure Teddy would love you competing in those…”
Kate: “You think?! I don’t want to seem like I am a tramp too much. I mean I usually try to keep it reserve for the most part.”
Shea: “Kate I wouldn’t even worry about your attire what you should be worried about first and foremost is what’s going on with your wrestling career as of lately?”
{Kate raises an eyebrow as she looks back at the woman.}
Kate: “What do you mean what’s going on with my wrestling career? Things seemed fine to me as I recall….”
Shea: “No it’s not your ability per say but lately you have been dropping a lot of matches that you other wise would be dominating in. Is everything okay with you? There’s no shame in taking a break if you really need it.”
Kate: “I am not taking a break Shea. That’s out of the question!”
Shea: “It might be but you still seem to be dealing with a lot lately. You have the daughter at the house. I know your sister has been missing for a while now. That just seems like way too much to be going through for you.”
{Kate shakes her head as she stares deeply into Shea’s eyes.}
Kate: “I can handle it Shea… Juliet never stopped me before that?! So just breathe a little bit and let me live…”
Shea: “It’s hard to do that when you keep on losing so much. My arm got broken yet it gave me a time to refresh myself after everything. After all the stuff that went down and right now I feel better than ever. I am not saying you need to go break your arm or anything, but maybe a break could make all the world a difference for you.”
Kate: “No thanks “
Shea: “Kate I am only trying to help you out and say you do a lot. That doesn’t even include what you are doing with your new band. I am not saying that you are a bad wrestler by any means. It’s just everything seems to be pulling you in so many directions and I don’t want you to be at a place where people don’t even recognize you anymore.”
Kate: “I might be there already but I promise Shea I will turn things again. It’s not as bad as it seems…”
Shea: “Alright it better not be because if need be I will kick your arse to get your ass back into it.”
Kate: “Don’t worry I will be fine… But we have bigger matters to attend too…”
Shea: “Such as?!”
{Kate offers a long sigh as she looks deeply into Shea’s eyes.}
Kate: “This Vampire Diaries episode… We have much to talk about.”
{Shea nods her head in agreement as the two best friends just begin to speak to one another as we fade elsewhere.}
Well howdy there pardner.