Post by Crystal Zdunich on Apr 10, 2017 4:33:07 GMT
Hello everyone for those who may not know me I am the one and the only SILVER SCREEN QUEEN, and I can honestly say that I am truly looking forward to this match that is ahead of me. I will be stepping into the ring with Eternity and as it currently stands she has something of mine around her waist. Something that she took off of me back in November during the Survival of the Fittest and something that nobody has managed to take off of her.
That is until she found out that she was facing me inside of the ring. Eternity I know that when it comes to opponents in this company you are the one that I have never been able to beat. Each and every single time that we have ever been in the ring with one another you have always had my number. You have always managed to find your way into having the upper hand, and I am left flat on my back looking up at the lights questioning how I got there.
How does it feel to step in the ring with you? To be honest I would be putting on a façade if I told you I was ready and willing to stand toe to toe with you. It would be one big ass lie if I told you that beating you wouldn’t be a sweat, and it’s only a matter of time before I take that title off of that waist.
If I have never been able to beat you thus far it wouldn’t even be credible for me to puff my chest out and act like this is going to be an easy feat because in reality it’s going to be much farther from that. The reality of the situation is I am scared shitless to even be in the same ring with you.
I can recall the very first time that I was in the ring with you. You basically put me on the shelf. You hurt me and I was forced to just sit on the sideline in hopes of one day returning to the company. Those were sad times. There was also that time when you got into my head using that damn caramel doll. It was just a weird sight to behold but you would do so much to get inside of my head.
And I can’t forget the many times you beaten and humiliated me in the ring and left me with nothing more than a ten gong salute. It’s really annoying and it’s irritating. Nobody does mind games as much as you do Eternity but you know what as scared and afraid I might be of you.
I guess there’s something inside of me that is telling me that I can’t back down now. There is something inside of me that is propelling me to move forward and on that basis along I know that I have no choice but to face my fears head on. There really isn’t another option for me and if I am to claim back what I lost I know that the road goes through you.
Who am I?
To be honest that’s a hard question in itself but if I had to define myself I would say that I am a circus, and to be more precise I would be more so a Ferris Wheel. A true oxymoron indeed, it’s a simple yet complex ride, and that’s just like my wrestling career.
Things start of slow things seem to be going well and it’s a steady and slow ascension to the top but just as I reach the top I steadily make my decline, and the same movie just seems to be getting played over and over again.
There isn’t any change it’s just the same old over and over again, and after a while it can get quite boring. I know you don’t want that out of me and I am tired of gaining ground just to lose everything that I worked so hard for. Yet that’s been my career in a nutshell and if I really want to go somewhere I need to break that cycle. I need to create a new memory so people could see that I have what it takes to be stable.
If I am playing the role of the Ferris Wheel in this circus that makes Eternity the ring master. She has always been the one controlling everything. She is working the puppets from behind the scenes and nothing happens unless it goes through her.
As much as I strive for the spotlight Eternity has consistently had it and she will have it for her entire wrestling career. Nobody becomes a multiple time Diamonds champion by mere circumstance. Nobody shows how much of a fighting champion they can be by sheer luck.
No it takes skill and it takes a go getter to make that happen. Eternity has been that go getter and as the ring master she’s in control.
That is honestly fine by me because at the end of the day I want that spot for myself. I just don’t want to say I will become a champion. I want to actually accomplish it. So go ahead bring that fight. Bring your very best and do what you normally do and I will be there to await every single challenge. That’s not a promise that’s a guarantee. It’s show time Eternity so you might as well head to the big tent because this show will go on…
That is until she found out that she was facing me inside of the ring. Eternity I know that when it comes to opponents in this company you are the one that I have never been able to beat. Each and every single time that we have ever been in the ring with one another you have always had my number. You have always managed to find your way into having the upper hand, and I am left flat on my back looking up at the lights questioning how I got there.
How does it feel to step in the ring with you? To be honest I would be putting on a façade if I told you I was ready and willing to stand toe to toe with you. It would be one big ass lie if I told you that beating you wouldn’t be a sweat, and it’s only a matter of time before I take that title off of that waist.
If I have never been able to beat you thus far it wouldn’t even be credible for me to puff my chest out and act like this is going to be an easy feat because in reality it’s going to be much farther from that. The reality of the situation is I am scared shitless to even be in the same ring with you.
I can recall the very first time that I was in the ring with you. You basically put me on the shelf. You hurt me and I was forced to just sit on the sideline in hopes of one day returning to the company. Those were sad times. There was also that time when you got into my head using that damn caramel doll. It was just a weird sight to behold but you would do so much to get inside of my head.
And I can’t forget the many times you beaten and humiliated me in the ring and left me with nothing more than a ten gong salute. It’s really annoying and it’s irritating. Nobody does mind games as much as you do Eternity but you know what as scared and afraid I might be of you.
I guess there’s something inside of me that is telling me that I can’t back down now. There is something inside of me that is propelling me to move forward and on that basis along I know that I have no choice but to face my fears head on. There really isn’t another option for me and if I am to claim back what I lost I know that the road goes through you.
Who am I?
To be honest that’s a hard question in itself but if I had to define myself I would say that I am a circus, and to be more precise I would be more so a Ferris Wheel. A true oxymoron indeed, it’s a simple yet complex ride, and that’s just like my wrestling career.
Things start of slow things seem to be going well and it’s a steady and slow ascension to the top but just as I reach the top I steadily make my decline, and the same movie just seems to be getting played over and over again.
There isn’t any change it’s just the same old over and over again, and after a while it can get quite boring. I know you don’t want that out of me and I am tired of gaining ground just to lose everything that I worked so hard for. Yet that’s been my career in a nutshell and if I really want to go somewhere I need to break that cycle. I need to create a new memory so people could see that I have what it takes to be stable.
If I am playing the role of the Ferris Wheel in this circus that makes Eternity the ring master. She has always been the one controlling everything. She is working the puppets from behind the scenes and nothing happens unless it goes through her.
As much as I strive for the spotlight Eternity has consistently had it and she will have it for her entire wrestling career. Nobody becomes a multiple time Diamonds champion by mere circumstance. Nobody shows how much of a fighting champion they can be by sheer luck.
No it takes skill and it takes a go getter to make that happen. Eternity has been that go getter and as the ring master she’s in control.
That is honestly fine by me because at the end of the day I want that spot for myself. I just don’t want to say I will become a champion. I want to actually accomplish it. So go ahead bring that fight. Bring your very best and do what you normally do and I will be there to await every single challenge. That’s not a promise that’s a guarantee. It’s show time Eternity so you might as well head to the big tent because this show will go on…
Los Angeles, California
Rose Productions
{The scene opens up at Crystal’s movie studio and it is there where we are taken to a trailer on the lot. Crystal could be seen walking up to the trailer as she offered a knock on the door. A few moments went by went and that’s when the door to the trailer opens up. Standing on the opposite side of that door is none other than longtime NCW wrestler and former IWF wrestler Ayla St. James. Crystal and Ayla had been friends for a long time. Crystal smiled as the French Canadian looked back at her.}
Ayla: “So were you planning on standing outside all day or did you have something to say?”
{Crystal slowly makes her way inside as she keeps her eyes locked on Ayla.}
Crystal: “I just wanted to say thank you for everything Ayla it really means a lot that you are doing what you are for me.”
{Ayla just shrugs her head as she looks back at Crystal.}
Ayla: “I don’t see what the big deal is… You gave me an acting gig and I was going to take it. It really wasn’t that hard to comprehend besides you were looking for a big boob blonde for this slasher flick. I doubt you could have found someone who was willing to work for what I am working for this film.”
{Crystal shakes her head with a grin.}
Crystal: “It wasn’t even about the pay. You know damn well I was going to invite you to be part of this project regardless. You and I go way back and sometimes your work as an actress doesn’t even get noticed that much. Everyone on the planet should see the type of talent you have Ayla. The former Canadian Soap Opera star who managed to find success inside the ring. What’s not to love about that?!”
{Ayla just offers a long sigh as she stares daggers into Crystal’s eyes.}
Ayla: “Crystal you really need to work on not being a brown nose so much.”
Crystal: “What do you mean?!”
{Ayla sighs as she takes a long deep breath as she speaks some more.}
Ayla: “I mean exactly just that. How do you want me to spell this out for you? You try so hard and you really shouldn’t do that…”
Crystal: “Excuse me?!”
Ayla: “Look when we first met I had beaten you in a match. Instead of moving on you wanted to stay around. You wanted to become my lackey because you felt like you needed somebody to latch onto, and I denied and ignored you. Yet you couldn’t leave it alone. Instead you decided to go on to Zelda and in IWF you went on to Ana Valentine.”
{Ayla just shakes her head as she looks deeply into Crystal’s eyes.}
Ayla: “Yet in reality all you were really doing were just taking the spotlight off of you and instead being blinded by somebody else’s. Doesn’t that irritate you Crystal? Don’t you want to do better than that…”
Crystal: “Of course I want to do better! Who wouldn’t want to do better?”
Ayla: “Well obviously not you because you keep making the same mistakes over and over again, and that shouldn’t even be the case. You are better than that yet here you are once again trying to get too close to someone. You don’t need to prove your worth to be my friend. It should be common knowledge. I do appreciate you helping me with this gig thought but please don’t brown nose me. It won’t get you anywhere and you are much better than that!”
Crystal: “You really think I am that bad?!”
Ayla: “Crystal you are always up somebody’s butt and that’s a majority of your problem. I think if you focused less on what people think of you and more on building your own image. You would go much farther than what you are. That’s part of the reason why you seem to be failing so much because you are making the same mistakes over and over again. Making them without really trying to get better. Come on you are much better than that!”
Crystal: “You think so?!”
Ayla: “Oh I know so but stop seeking approval! Once you stop trying to go about doing that than everything else will come to past…”
{Ayla and Crystal just stare at one another as Crystal goes for a hug but Ayla shakes her head in disgust.}
Ayla: “No hugs… Besides we are set to film again soon, and I need my rest. Just focus on you and only you, and everything else will happen. Mark my words on that…”
{With that Crystal takes her leave as she looks back at the trailer with her friend inside. It’s on this image that we fade out on.}
I guess this is finally it. This is going to be the moment of truth. It’s going to be the moment where everyone will be able to see if I have what it takes to overcome Eternity, and to be honest it’s the only thing that’s been on my mind. Since losing the belt I could only dream of getting it back. That Ferris Wheel of mine just kept going back to the ground but let me just say I am tired of this endless cycle.
I don’t want to do the same old, same old. I don’t want to be the bitch that was known for brown nosing every top female star just so I could get a glimpse of being on the top. For the first time in my IWF career I am ready to get right back where I belong, and losing isn’t an option when it comes to being paired up against Eternity.
Eternity has it all… She will forever go down in the IWF history books as being one of the best and nothing will ever change that fact. Yet I want that legacy for myself because at Sacrifice I can make history when I step into the ring with Eternity.
I can go out there and become the first ever two time Shield Maiden Champion and that in itself is an accomplishment. Everyone who seems to have won the Shield Maiden Championship with the exception of Paige Garcia seems to fade into nothingness. It has happened with Kayla, it happened with Shea, and Kate.
I refuse to be another statistic just like the rest of them and I want to prove it not only to myself but to the entire world that Crystal Millar is worthy of holding a championship in this company. It really is a lot to think about when you really take it in but if there’s somebody that can do it. I know for a fact that I am that woman.
You know what the funny thing about a Ferris Wheel?!
It’s the fact that as much as it comes down it can be assured to go right back up. It keeps going and going, and eventually everything comes full circle. When I lost my Shield Maiden Championship in the ring I felt like I lost a piece of myself. I felt like a part of my identity was shattered and I was forced to stumble as soon as it happened.
That lost to Eternity had devastated me. I couldn’t get over the Jinx hump, I certainly couldn’t get over the Lizzie Dalmon jump, and when it came time to challenging Paige Garcia for her Diamonds Championship. She made me scream out like a bitch for all the world to see.
It was a bit of a humbling experience. It taught me that even I could fall sometimes but as much as we fall there is a lesson in knowing how to rise back up. There’s a lesson in learning never to quit. As I held my head down in shame because I couldn’t beat Paige it just taught me that I wasn’t quite ready for the Diamonds Championship just yet.
What’s missing from my wrestling career is learning how to become stable, and that’s what the Shield Maiden Championship is going to help bring out in me. It’s going to flesh out my skills, and force me to be ready to compete and defend my title no matter the circumstance or the situation. I will be ready to fight, and that’s what has been missing from my career thus far.
I just didn’t have that killer instinct and Eternity you better believe that after everything you have ever put me through I am walking into this sacrifice to take back what you stole from me. You can constantly put me down, you can drive me hard into the dirt, and can offer me a ten ringing in the gong, but I refuse to just let my career die. I refuse to be excluded out of the Shield Maiden competition and on everything that is riding inside of me I am entering in the ring with the intention to beat you.
It’s not even just about becoming the first ever two time champion but it’s about reclaiming my lost identity. It’s about fixing the broken pieces of this shattered Crystal puzzle, and more importantly it’s about making me whole again.
You had a great run, you beat me back in November but this time I am taking what I left behind. You can bring all of the dolls in the world, you can inflict as much pain as you want, and you could very well be in the very best scenario.
But this time I will have your number and I will finally have a win over the one person that I could never beat in my career,
I breathe this champion, I want this championship, and I simply need this championship.
We been through 4 different chapters in this saga but in this final one I need to give the viewers the happy ending they been dying to see in this movie.
I need to show them that I have what it takes to beat you. So let’s just push play, let the film roll because the Silver Screen Queen has arrived,
Lights
Camera
Action.
It’s show time! Welcome to the movie where yours truly finally has that story book ending.
I will see you in the ring, try not to get blinded in my spotlight!
I don’t want to do the same old, same old. I don’t want to be the bitch that was known for brown nosing every top female star just so I could get a glimpse of being on the top. For the first time in my IWF career I am ready to get right back where I belong, and losing isn’t an option when it comes to being paired up against Eternity.
Eternity has it all… She will forever go down in the IWF history books as being one of the best and nothing will ever change that fact. Yet I want that legacy for myself because at Sacrifice I can make history when I step into the ring with Eternity.
I can go out there and become the first ever two time Shield Maiden Champion and that in itself is an accomplishment. Everyone who seems to have won the Shield Maiden Championship with the exception of Paige Garcia seems to fade into nothingness. It has happened with Kayla, it happened with Shea, and Kate.
I refuse to be another statistic just like the rest of them and I want to prove it not only to myself but to the entire world that Crystal Millar is worthy of holding a championship in this company. It really is a lot to think about when you really take it in but if there’s somebody that can do it. I know for a fact that I am that woman.
You know what the funny thing about a Ferris Wheel?!
It’s the fact that as much as it comes down it can be assured to go right back up. It keeps going and going, and eventually everything comes full circle. When I lost my Shield Maiden Championship in the ring I felt like I lost a piece of myself. I felt like a part of my identity was shattered and I was forced to stumble as soon as it happened.
That lost to Eternity had devastated me. I couldn’t get over the Jinx hump, I certainly couldn’t get over the Lizzie Dalmon jump, and when it came time to challenging Paige Garcia for her Diamonds Championship. She made me scream out like a bitch for all the world to see.
It was a bit of a humbling experience. It taught me that even I could fall sometimes but as much as we fall there is a lesson in knowing how to rise back up. There’s a lesson in learning never to quit. As I held my head down in shame because I couldn’t beat Paige it just taught me that I wasn’t quite ready for the Diamonds Championship just yet.
What’s missing from my wrestling career is learning how to become stable, and that’s what the Shield Maiden Championship is going to help bring out in me. It’s going to flesh out my skills, and force me to be ready to compete and defend my title no matter the circumstance or the situation. I will be ready to fight, and that’s what has been missing from my career thus far.
I just didn’t have that killer instinct and Eternity you better believe that after everything you have ever put me through I am walking into this sacrifice to take back what you stole from me. You can constantly put me down, you can drive me hard into the dirt, and can offer me a ten ringing in the gong, but I refuse to just let my career die. I refuse to be excluded out of the Shield Maiden competition and on everything that is riding inside of me I am entering in the ring with the intention to beat you.
It’s not even just about becoming the first ever two time champion but it’s about reclaiming my lost identity. It’s about fixing the broken pieces of this shattered Crystal puzzle, and more importantly it’s about making me whole again.
You had a great run, you beat me back in November but this time I am taking what I left behind. You can bring all of the dolls in the world, you can inflict as much pain as you want, and you could very well be in the very best scenario.
But this time I will have your number and I will finally have a win over the one person that I could never beat in my career,
I breathe this champion, I want this championship, and I simply need this championship.
We been through 4 different chapters in this saga but in this final one I need to give the viewers the happy ending they been dying to see in this movie.
I need to show them that I have what it takes to beat you. So let’s just push play, let the film roll because the Silver Screen Queen has arrived,
Lights
Camera
Action.
It’s show time! Welcome to the movie where yours truly finally has that story book ending.
I will see you in the ring, try not to get blinded in my spotlight!
Well howdy there pardner.